i hate my life?

Question

if its not getting to go anywhere its getting beat up by my brother if its not getting put down its getting yelled at its one or another i'm so sick of it! today i'm supposed to go to my aunts to sleepover well she calls and says its to late to come tommorow she got me so happy for nothing,i'm never going out its always my bro. i hate him any advice

its like school is heaven for me and when i come home its like a living hell! i go by my aunts to get away from home! i love my parents its just that they don't give me any FREEDOM i cant go 2 the movies with my friends,i cant have freinds over,cant go by friends only sometimes,CANT DO ANYTHING BUT STAY HOME LIKE A STUPID ASSHOLE

I DO TRACK,SOCCER,BASEBALL,FOOTBALL,BASKETBALL,AND VOLLEYBALL I KEEP MYSELF ACTIVE
AND HAVE A-LOT OF FRIENDS JUST HATE COMING HOME,LIKE I'LL COME HOME AND EVERYTHING WOULD BE GOOD BUT SOMETIME IN THE DAMN DAY THEY HAVE TO GET ON MY F*CKIN NERVES

PLEASE IF GOD CAN HELP ME PLEASE DO
AND YES I DO THINK OF SUICIDE SOMETIMES
BUT I WENT TO MY GUDIEANCE CONSULAR AND I'M FINE NOW I DON'T THINK BOUT IT ANYMRE BUT I JUST WANT A REGULAR LIFE LIKE EVERY1 ELSE I HATE THIS ****

Answer 1

Say some prayers please...talk to God ok? so you will feel comfortable...

Answer 2

Suicide is not the answer, suicide is final. Get a grip, get a life, stop dwelling on the negative and look past it, because there will be a tomorrow, don't be stupid and let today be the last. Cry, run, act stupid, whatever it takes, but don't even consider suicide. Hate is a strong word, but if it is the only one you can relate to at this moment, then let it be. But again, there is tomorrow and next year and 10 years from now, who knows you might be able to beat up your brother, nothing stays the same.

Answer 3

It gets better. My chld hood years even into my late teens I felt like my house was a prison. I was not allowed to go anywhere and I was an only child. I sat at the window and watched other kids play outside. Now my husband some times kids me & says I grew up in a closet. I can tell you it gets better. Try to invite some friends over to hang out with you if you can't get out. Good Luck and I can tell you this will soon pass as I been there and done that...

Answer 4

Its called teenage angst. Its in all of us (teens).

Heres what you do/Heres what you need to know:

1) Talk to your parents about giving you time to hang out with your friends. Reason out with them until you both set your boundaries.

2) Suicide is NOT the way out. Do I have to explain that?

3) You can't keep hiding from your own home. You're gonna have to accept your family. You can never replace them. Thats where you belong. Someday, you'll realize that everything they do for you is all because of love. They love you. You don't need to go anywhere else to figure that out.

4) About your brother, maybe you can try to all talk about it. The whole family. That way, you can all be aware of the side of each member. Also, you can easily pin-point the stuff that seem unfair to you. Things can be settled in that manner.

5) Also, Life isn't always about getting what you want. You have to abide by that law. Sometimes, you just have to learn to bear with the obstacles life throws at us.

think about it. :)

Answer 5

You didn't say your age, but it sounds like you should try to do things outside of your house. When I was younger, I did volunteer work for this center for disabled teenagers. All I did was played cards, board games, etc with them. I was about fourteen when I started volunteering. It got me away from home (sometimes not enough) and it turned out to be fun. I hung out at the libraries, we have a city and a college library here. I didn't always hang with friends because I didn't want them to ask questions about what was happening in my house.

P.S. Some friends and I still do volunteer stuff. We appreciate chance to help someone besides ourselves, because their right when they say that you get more than you give ( and getting away from your crazy mean brother would make it a double good reason to volunteer).

P,S.S. I tried listening to music in my room, that didn't help because my room was just invaded by the person that I was trying desperately to avoid. Leaving was the ONLY way I could keep the depression at bay.
I'll be praying for you, if that's ok.

Answer 6

Life is full of ups and downs. But one should keep patience and wait for that bad time to get over. Nothing lasts forever. Develop the approach of This too shall pass in life and what you will see things will start working in your way. All you need is patience and the power of bearance. Have faith in Allmighty. God bless u. Stop thinking about committing suicide.

Answer 7

sometimes we just have to grin and bare it. It sounds just like the way I do my little girl I don't let her go anywhere, but over to family house on the weekends, the family is huge, so she rotates around every weekend. After school she attends PAL (Police Activity League) which she partacks in all kinds of activities. I'm like this with my child because of the city that we live in. Maybe your parents are ready for you to grow up because they love you so much and want you to be your own person. As for that brother of yours take one good aim and let him have it right in the kisser.

Answer 8

sounds like u are experiencing what most of us have gone through being a teen. trust me later in life when u move out you will miss it a little bit at least . time heals all wounds you just have to try to give what your parents ask for ( hard as it may seem) they just want to make sure you are in an environment that is not out of control and safe. talk to your parents see where you all might agree on something

Answer 9

Well you could always get another life. How old are you? How about a job, sports is great. Have a chat with the old parents. Sounds like you need to move out and live with your Aunt if that is possible. I wish you luck because you really sould like your having a bad time. How old is the mean brother? Good luck to you.

Answer 10

Yes, life sure can get to be a pain.
If your parents will not listen to what you have to say then there is not much to do wxcept wait. At your age things do change often. Six months makes a big difference some times.

I hated home for a while and even rtan away more than one time. I do not recomend running though. Not fun at all.

Answer 11

No one told you you were special today? Here I am, Underdog, come to save the day. YOU ARE SPECIAL. GOD THINKS YOU'RE KINDA NEAT, TOO.

There, did that make you feel better? If not, to bad. It is the best I could do since you're locked away in your castle, and I in mine. Tell your brorher that he is getting too old to be hitting on you. If he does it again, you will tell Dad/Mom and if you have to, make something up. (Secretly, don't tell. Just the threat is usually enough)

Call your Aunt. Tell your Aunt the story and how much you soo-oo looked forward to the sleep over, and why.

See, being you ain't as bad as being your soon to be punished stupid brother.