I've been having suicidal thoughts.?

Question

I only have a SMALL handfull of friends at school, and everyone I meet online hates me, even my siblings blocked my email adresses! If I didn't think my death would tear my family apart, I wouldn't be afraid... Please help...

Answer 1

You are going through a rough time, but all things change, you must never give up, as time goes by many good things will come your way, and you must love yourself!
If others cannot see the pain you suffer try telling them how you are feeling!
I am sure that they will think again about actions they take.
You must remember that being a teenager is hard , but you will not be one forever.
Your life will not be like this forever, and if you were to leave, you could miss so very much.
All the people who have answered you on here do not hate you, you say that it would tear your family apart, so you must know they love you.
Talk to us on here, but never suffer these feelings feeling alone as if no one cares.

hugs to you, and much love.

please feel good soon.

Answer 2

Ok - I also had a handful of friends at school. I still only have
about 10. & I am 51. Why do you think everyone online
hates you? Do you get some bad answers to your questions? I do not hate you! That is a self esteem issue.
Do you like you? Are you the best you can be? Oh well! so
your siblings block you address??? It's not the end of the
world! I would give them some time - then they will be back
wondering how you have been - my own Sister can be very
rude and judgemental - do I need that? No! But remember
this: "Vengence is mine sayeth the Lord" You put this in His
hands - He will do the rest.

Do you know if you commit sucide you go to hell? Do you
want to risk your life because of an incident? Do you know
the Lord Jesus Christ? Come into the kingdom - Matthew
says "Seek ye first the kingdom of God...." all the rest will
fall into place - you will see. Please don't do this - ok? You
are a child of God's & YES you will be missed!! Seems like
everyone has their heads in the sand. Don't let your death
be for nothing! Jesus is coming back soon! Wait for Him!
You won't be sorry!

Answer 3

Everyone does not hate u-just read all the responses u got from asking this question. People feel u and want 2 help. Don't give up on yourself Your Life is just as important as the next person, not only that-don't u think that would be alittle selfish-look at the people u would hurt if u do that. And just 4 jokes an 2 make u Laugh out loud/ If u do (kill) yourself u would not be around 2 give my answer the best ratings.ah!ah! Seriously, If u need 2 talk add me 2 your friends list or e-mail me [e-mail]. Your life is always worth living 4. Hold on , talk 2 people, talk 2 God and love yourself more.

Answer 4

Times are hard in school and stuff..but don't focus completely on that. When you get older, you'll realize that those "friends" or people that you so long for relationships with really weren't that important. Cling tight to your family, open up to them and talk them. Most importantly, TELL SOMEONE about how you are feeling. Someone at school, a counselor, a teacher, anyone that you feel comfortable with (I understand you don't neccessarily feel "comfortable" with anyone at this point). But please, please, don't hide these feelings. I'm one to believe that everyone sort of feels this way at times. I've been there several times in my life and I'm sure it's not over.

Please tell someone about how you're feeling. The thoughts you have and feelings you have aren't all your fault..it could be a chemical imbalance, or something that a medication could easily fix. There are so many factors. I'm going to paste a link to a girl I once knew. She was only 15 when she went through a bad time and made 1 split second bad choice. Read how her friends and family miss her. How she has people that loved and cared about her, yet she really had no idea while she was here. You would be missed..regardless of what you think.

Take it one day at a time. Get some help, it's out there. You're not alone. =)

Answer 5

First of all don't be so negative about everybody i m sure if people around are behaving differently they must be having there own reasons u don't have to feel low about it. It is not important how many friends u have only thing matter u must have good friends and its better u share ur feeling with ur friends and ur family I m sure it will help . I will sugeest read good books and start activily participating in any of the sport u like it will keep u busy and will give u more confidence and u will start feeling more positive towards life. Life is very precious ." Life is like a book , if u close it unfinished u will never know what was there for u "

Answer 6

Im online and i dont hate you, otherwise i would not take the time to write to you. I can assure you that your death would tear your family apart, even your sibilings who blocked your email. The fact that you are asking for advice and help, shows that you want to stop feeling down and isolated. Try to talk to your friends about what you are feeling, talking to them about these kinds of feelings could make you feel closer to them. Maybe finding a part time job or getting invovled in volunteer work would help you to meet people in your local area that you would find interesting.
I know how you feel i have been suffering with depression for years, and i have had suicidal thoughts, i am on medication now and i am starting to get my life back on track. I hope things work out for you, if there is anything that i can do to help or if you need someone to talk to you can email me at [e-mail]

Answer 7

Okay first go see a doctor. If you do not have insurance or cannot afford to pay try a free clinic. See a doctor now without delay.

Also start exercising. Walking is good and cheap. Exercise releases positive endomorphes that cause people to be happy.

Start walking now. Outdoors is good because you will get some sunlight that will stimulate the hormones that will help combat this depression.

Stop worrying about people liking you. Start trying to do something positive for others without thinking of reward. See if the counselor can help you with doing volunteer work. Maybe you can help your fellow students, like tutoring?

Maybe you can help an elderly person in your neighborhood?
Here is a site that may help you:http://pegasus.cc.ucf.edu/~mitchell/UnitPlans/MelissaF/MelissaF.html
Try the exercises in the above site listed.

Also keep repeating to yourself that you are a happy person. Act like a happy person. Read funny cartoons. Watch funny movies and funny TV Shows. Read jokes. List the things you have to be greatfull for. Start out with at least five items in this gratitude list and add at least one thing everyday. For instance if you get enough to eat you can say in this list: I have enough to eat.

Start eating properly. Stay away from too much caffeine, sugar. Eat vegetables, chicken, turkey, lettuce.

Read from this site for other suggestions: http://www.webheights.net/depression/articles.htm

Answer 8

If you think your death would tear your family apart then obviously your siblings love you to some degree. How old are you? I went through this in Eigth grade, actually putting a gun to my head. But now that Im older i have such a different perspective. Theres so much in life to make you happy, maybe your just not getting out or traveling. My advice is to turn your cell off and take a vacation somewhere as soon as possible, and find yourself. It worked for me.

Answer 9

What is so bad Hun?

What is going on in your life,
that you feel that they have turned on you?

Have you ever tried to seek help?
Do you have someone you can talk
to at school?
Do you have a guidance counselor or something?
(I know sometimes they are about useless,
but every now and again, there is an anomaly)

You need to talk to someone,
to find out why you feel the way you do,
it may be something YOU CAN'T CONTROL!!!!

If you are feeling suicidal, then you are definitely
depressed. It could be personal issues,
or chemical-please see someone,,,,
get some testing done,,,,
this can be fixed, and things can get better.......
You just have to want them to dear heart.

At least you came here first-you know you have
something here, or else you would not have come.

Chin up,,,,
Death isn't about fear or bravery-
don't think that is the ONLY solution-
sounds to me like you could
also ask a counselor about
teaching you to enhance your coping skills?
(I speak from personal experience, if you are
lacking in coping skills, it does make your everyday
life a very difficult thing to deal with.)

Good luck to you,,,
I pray the sunshine on your face tomorrow.

Answer 10

I am you...

Hanging out with people that make you feel like an outsider, but you take it because you're afraid of being alone.

You can never seem to say the right thing to anyone, no matter how nice or helpful you try to be. You're always shunned for some reason, and can never figure out why.

You love everyone, but you don't get it back. It turns into hatred, even though you're eager to love.

Are you actually weird, or do you just see yourself that way, or is it the people around you?

Email me, we should talk. No matter who you are or what you say, I promise I'll be here for you.

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