im trapped in web of rumours.everyone hate me ..i need help from well-minded friends and my professors.?

Question

im being targetted for old revenge,because of one of my family members mistake.
some say im home-breaker,some say im proud,some say im desperate.im having sleepless nights from many months.my health was very delicate.i could have died in june,if not for my friends and some well-minded professors support.im sensitive.all this is very tough for me.
please be kind and dont be prejudiced in judging me from recent happenings.i seek help from my professors and my seniors,colleagues in my college,who have been observing me for 5 yrs.
im normal ,sane..i believe in myself.i never harmed anyone intentionally .im decent girl from decent family.

i never talked to anyone in mid-nights,[not even net phone]except to my best friends,that too of my own gender.im mature,sensible person.

there is one girl called dr.rajeswari ,who met one person through anitha chowdary and was talking to him on moblile ,day and night.she was very tensed about marriage when she was in final year.she is one year senior.she is extremely beautiful girl.

Answer 1

You need to seek professional help not Yahoo answers

Answer 2

If you feel as if old lies are circulating around you for 5 years now, this may be a good time to leave and start over in a new city where these people won't follow you. Five years seems like an incredibly long time for people to hold active and malicious grudges to the point of making you feel suicidal. If you absolutely can't ignore these people and make a new circle of friends who take you for who you are, or move away where those gossips can't follow, then you'll probably go on feeling this desperate.

Answer 3

My advice to you would be to be defiant. If people are saying these horrid things about u dat r not true then u can either keep ur head held high and ur nose in the air and just go about doing ur own thing or u could tell them that yeah its all true and ask them wad they gonna do about it. That ought to shut them up. These people shud not even matter to u. Their opinions shud not be taken to heart. They are just a bunch of busybodies with nothing to do except to talk about other people. All the best.

Answer 4

Consulting a psychiatrist would help you for sure.

Answer 5

I'm sorry but what is the *actual* question here?

There's nothing anyone here can do for you.

Answer 6

prayers will help

I will keep you in my prayers