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Question

i have continued to get hurt over and over by this same guy and i just want to f****ing let go i just want him out my life how much more does he need to hurt me in order for me to let go im so mad at my self i wanna hate him because my heart is completely destroyed but i always seem to forget what his done to me and run back to his arms when i try to meet someone hhis always in back of my head

Answer 1

History is a hard thing to get over. Also insecurities are to. Chances are thats what your stuck in. You don't have enough self love to move on so you hold on to this guy. STOP! He has broke you, because you should by now realize that there isn't anything there for you to hold on to. Seems your use to getting the ruff end of the stick or else you would of moved on along time ago. Stop hurting yourself. If you can't do that be more honest with this guy, maybe the truth well set you both free. And maybe stop laying to yourself, if you really want'd to let go, you would of by now. The fact is you don't, you still expect something from him. I mean its alright to love a person, you can't do nothing about that, but its poison to expect more from them, then there welling to give. And its heck on yourself to hope for what has been proven time and time again to not be good for you. Stop hating yourself.