Would he think i'm weirder?

Question

was dating a guy for about 6 weeks... i pushed him away because i was going through alot with my family and i didn't ever tell him... i was so mean to him and took it out on him.. eventually he said he was tired of my stuff.. but he didn't know that my problem was that i had been absitant for 3 years before we slept together the first time(i had been drinking) so that's why i didn't want to to do it again.. i'm realizing now that he probably thought i didn't want him... i've tried to call a few times(not psycho, just few times) and he won't talk to me.. sent him an email.. he won't talk to me.. we have a mutual friend, so i'm thinking of telling her the siutation so she could talk to him.. at this point, i don't care about getting back with him, i just need to apoligize for how i treated him and let him know why i acted so weird.. would that seem strange? it's been a long time now about a month so he might be like"damn, we only dated for 2 months! get over it!" but i need closure..

i'm going to move on, but it's hard that i waited so long and the one guy i was with ended up so badlly.. he was very sweet to me and tried hard, but i didn't know where to put the emotions of sleeping with someone after so long, i felt really insecure.. all the other guys i dated i felt so confident bc i had the upper hand by not sleeping with them at all.. so i want to clear the air with him so i can feel confident again and move on,,

Answer 1

I believe that if he is mature, he'll be understanding. The best you can do is send him a letter and then let it go. A letter is more personal than an e-mail, IMO, and maybe more likely to be read and taken seriously.

Answer 2

try to see that your mutual friend telling the reason why can help. if not then just move on sometimes people don't accept apologizes. this is just a life lesson for ya to learn from.