why is it so hard for me to differentiate between things that really happened and things that i dreamed?

Question

or saw in movies or read? also to concentrait. (and spell things right too i know)

Answer 1

Of course, the easy answer is that you have a mental illness.

However, since you are cogent enough to realize that you sometimes cannot differentiate as you should, you are just bored with your everyday life.

Answer 2

This is not good. Look for a physician, a psychiatric. But ask a friend to help you - or you can dream that you saw the doc and he said you're fine etc.