have you ever felt all alone in a room full of people or like you cant breath in the wide open ocean?

Question

I love my husband and my kids but i feel like i am not here sometimes. my husband loves me but mently ignores me (i know i cant spell) we have not been with each other in 9 years only when iwasraped did he want me 2xs then nothing ( no he is not gay or with another) and i think my kids would be better off if they had been born to someone else if your heart can truly tear this is what mine is doing help me . yes i do what to live

help anyone

Answer 1

Honey you are going through a deep depression. Your husband certainly isn't helping. Your children need you. You need to see a Therapist and possibly get on some short term anti depressants. I've been where you are and there is no shame in asking for help. The love of my children kept me from hurting myself. You are a wonderful person. Take a stand for yourself and your kids....they need a healthy mother.

Answer 2

ok
first of all it sounds like you are in desperate need of someone to talk to.
Do you have any close friends or family that you feel comfortable enough to talk to? If this isnt an option, go to your local doctor or a counsellor.
Secondly, you need to take some time for yourself to re-evaluate where you are in your life.
I'm sure you are a good mother and a good wife, but you need to take a break to be good to yourself.
I hope you can get some help with this matter.
All the best