For the past 9 months actually 32 years I have persistently thought about suicide. At night I dream of buying a gun, a bottle of whiskey, going to a motel room, taking a drink and putting a bullet in my head. Since I've never acted on the thought, not worried about just troubled by the reoccuring thoughts. Have been happy for only one brief period in my life, 32 years ago. Was in love for about a year. Never stopped loving her. Don't believe in psychiatry or religion. Bascially see life as a waste of time. Deal a lot with sickness and death in my calling. Just doesn't seem very fair. I work with folks who are fighting to stay alive . . . and I would gladly trade places with them. At 50, I'm just trying to live my life out to its natural end.
2007-03-15 06:31:03 · 5 answers · asked by Redman 1 in Health ➔ Other - Health
well u need to believe in religion.
I'm christian.
if u want to help yourself i recommend going to church and having yourself saved.
if u die your going to hell for 1 killing yourself 2 for the ignorance to Jesus and god 3. for you purpose of being here is to praise Jesus and you are the temple of god if u hurt the temple of god are your main sins.
but u need to get into church. you NEED to believe, it can save you and your depression mainly the people that do kill themselves they are atheist. and even if u don't believe i want you to pray to god that even if he is real to forgive your sins and to give yourself a chance to heaven. an if hes not real life is better to believe.
THIS IS FOR YOUR OWN GOOD if you care about yourself and all the school and work and family and pain you went through. you need to keep going NEVER quit. 10 commandments ... thy shall not kill.
2007-03-15 06:42:19 · answer #1 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 1⤋
Man im sorry to hear that u have gone through alot of crap in your life but hang in there i would tell you something that might cheer u up but you dont have a religon. just try to hang tough and as far as that girl you loved man i loved this girl once to and i didnt work out i was sad for a long time but you got to move on do you know how many great woman there are out there and also one more thing do you slef a favor have you ever heard of Jehovahs Wittnesses if not contact them and they will help you out in ways you would have never thought possible. Hope i have been some help and hang in there man.
2007-03-15 13:44:49 · answer #2 · answered by Yo 1 · 0⤊ 0⤋
I think you have to keep going. I've been in and out of work for nearly a year, its done a number on my self esteem. I also have suicidal thoughts, but I also know that life is worth living.
Sometimes seeing a therapist is the best thing, even if you dont believe in it. I've been seeing a therapist for nearly 2 years and I'm recently on anti-deppresants, its a good thing I'm on them.
2007-03-15 13:36:25 · answer #3 · answered by di12381 5 · 0⤊ 0⤋
I to have had some suicidal thoughts in my life, but I got through it and you will to. I am christian also but i dont have the same belief of the other christian because its to harsh. God is a loving god not a wrathful beligerant tyrant. God created us to live forever, not to die. There is hope for mankind but not in this system. Look into the bible for direction and pray, god will give the needed help and support.
some people believe in heaven and hell but the bible really speaks of life on earth for mankind, and an end to all suffering [Revelation 21:3,4]. Hope this give some help to you in your time of need.
2007-03-15 14:28:36 · answer #4 · answered by rutelinux 1 · 0⤊ 0⤋
To be happy see this video;
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N4P5Pmdvgp4
2007-03-15 19:51:17 · answer #5 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋