have a change in heart. last week i found out that i am infertile so i planned to kill myself this summer at leeds festival with a drug overdose. i am in uni and just gave all my studnet loan to the RSPCA charity. it was so spontaneous. i am now told that i could have a chance of having a child becuase my fallopian tube is only half blocked. now i want to live again. but i have no money and the rent is due and im starving. i have £15ish left. do you think i could get it back from the charity? i hate myself for even considering taking money from the charity but i really dont think i have an option.
2007-03-12 12:25:41 · 1 answers · asked by uni girl 1 in Family & Relationships ➔ Singles & Dating
Try to get your money back. Your life, which you now value again, is just as important as that of a cat (or dog).
You still have some work to do on self respect- you are not a "breeding machine", you have more value than just popping out babies.
I suspect uni is not the best place for you right now. You need to find some work, even working for a charity, that allows you to have some sort of pride in your achievements.
If your tubes are only partially blocked, can they be re-opened? How much would such surgery cost? Would IVF help you conceive? Do you have a boyfriend? Do you want one? Are you so keen to be a mother, you'd become a single parent?
Everyone dies eventually- there's no need to rush it. Spend years, even decades, finding answers to questions like these.
2007-03-12 21:29:55 · answer #1 · answered by Alan 6 · 0⤊ 0⤋