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This is something I've never told anyone but I need to get it off my chest, When I was around 11 or 12, I was completly sexually frustrated and I allowed the family dog to lick my crotch and I attempted to rape him, I didn't.. thank god, I have no clue what was wrong with me at this time in my life but it was completly screwed up, there was something wrong in my head at the time or something, I feel horrible about it to even this day and I haven't told anyone I know personally about this, If I could change anything in my life this would be it.. I don't understand why I did this at the time, anyone give me some insight or something, I needed to get that off my chest because its been on it.. for several years, I told my girlfriend I've never done anything with a "guy" But i've questioned my sexuality before ..but now this comes to mind and I've told her i've only slept with one person.. then this has came to mind, so did I lie about that? I really dont want to tell her this but I dont

really want to lie to her about anything.. thanks for anyone who doesn't give me a response saying how screwed up I was.
Oh & I know what I said, I dont think I would ever do anything with a guy.. not that I have* but I was refering to human beings.. so this wasn't a lie? the dog was male, I feel so guity about this
I wasn't even thinking homosexual thoughts then.

this would never happend again, ever.. anything sexual with animals.

Answer 1

I guess you just wanted to explore things when you were a child. It's in the past now so just try and leave it behind there is nothing wrong about it if you don't do this anymore. But i don't think you should tell your girlfriend about it, maybe tell her later some time when you trust her if there's a need in that

Answer 2

Listen sweetie you were a child and sometimes children do unexplainable things. I think alot of people would have to admit to something along this line if they were being absolutely honest with themselves. Do Not beat yourself up about this, it doesn't sound as if you continued doing this sort of thing, it was experimenting. Stop feeling guilty you didn't hurt the dog did you? No I don't think so. If your trying to decide whether or not to tell your girlfriend I wouldn't . She doesn't need to know. You didn't know her then, you were a child and people do not need to know every little thing about you. I hope this helps you. good luck

Answer 3

Well im sure Rover probably fell in love with you but unfortunately I think its illegal to marry a canine in the U.S mabye south america i dunno. But anyways how do you rape a dog ? I mean is he gonna be in the police station going "Yeah so anyways i was sitting there eating my pedigree and from out of nowhere this creep grabs me and makes me do dirty things to him" Officer " uh sir can you tell me what he looks like? "Oh about 5 foot tall brown hair lives with me" hahahaha hey everyone has done something twisted when they were a horny teenager even the girls (dont lie its no use ladies I know about the vacuum cleaners!)

Answer 4

if i were you i wouldnt worry alot of times things done in early youth haunts us for a very long time until we need to realize that it wasnt a big deal sometimes knowing other people have done this helps and i no guys who have and even girls its not uncommon and they all did it verying from ages 10-12 i htink its normal especially for guys about to go through puberty dotn worry it was completelly normal and now that you no you wont do it again that shows you that it was just a litlle healthy experiminting

Hope htis helped
God Bless
Lyzzy

Answer 5

well i think all young guys go through expiermenting with animals my brothers have yea but if u dont feel like totally like ur straight u might wanna try stuff with a guy for a while c how that feels and if u like it more than girls just have fun but no more animals im not judgin u though. good luck with ur life

Answer 6

I find it very hard to believe your discussing this on the Internet but i feel that was very sick. I think you should just get some help with controlling your urges. Maby its a problem with control.

Answer 7

There is no need to ever tell that to anybody. A dog is not a person, do I don't think you lied. Try to forget about it.

Answer 8

This site is not annonymou.s Woudlnt be hard for someone to find the stuff u write on here.

Answer 9

Did you try it doggie stile?

You were probably in a state of depression or in deep fear.Writing about it is a good way to get it out of your head.So,you probablyfeel better about it now.Do you
?

Answer 10

I wouldn't tell her. You were young and stupid. I do think you need to see a counselor or psychiatrist to help you deal with this. They can help you understand and get pass it.