scary im in 4th grade and im thinking about running away or killling my self?

Question

IM 10 BUT IM LIKE A 15 YEAR OLD

Answer 1

This is an article about the pressures youths face, & how some react to them ...

What Hope for Today's Youth? :
- The Tragedy of Youthful Deaths
- Suicide--A Scourge of Young People
- When Hope and Love Vanish, Then Return
- Motivations for & Some Indicators of Suicide
http://watchtower.org/e/19980908/article_01.htm

Whereas this is a set of self-help, Bible-based articles:

How Can I Cope When Tragedy Strikes?
- Why Bad Things Happen
- Practical Ways to Cope
http://watchtower.org/e/20030622/article_01.htm

Your interest in magic/wicca (I viewed your Q&A page) may very well be the source of your trouble. You don't give any other details that might be contributors.

Is There Anything Wrong With Witchcraft? :
- What Do You Know About Witchcraft?
- What You Should Know About Witchcraft :
- - Who Dwell in the Spirit Realm?
- - Is Some Magic Good?
- - What About Evil Spirits?
- - Religion Based on Truth http://watchtower.org/e/20000401/article_01.htm

Who Is Behind All Evil? :
- Are Evil Forces at Work?
- Satan--Myth or Sinister Reality?
http://watchtower.org/e/20021015/article_01.htm

Did you know that your choice of entertainment can affect you, either in a positive or a negative way?

Which Movies Will You See?
- Setting Standards - From Restrictions to Ratings
- What Ratings Cannot Tell You
- “Hate What Is Bad”
- Finding Suitable Entertainment
- The Benefits of a Trained Conscience
- Other Forms of Recreation
http://www.watchtower.org/library/g/2005/5/8/article_01.htm

Music That Pleases vs Music That Displeases God
- Making a Wise Choice of Music
http://watchtower.org/e/20000601/article_01.htm

By making some changes in your choice of entertainment, & hobbies, you may be able to find relief. If you find you want more than that, you may want to check out:

What Is the Purpose of Life?
- How Can You Find It?
http://watchtower.org/e/pr/index.htm

Answer 2

Let's see. You posted this question so I'm of the opinion that you're not running away but you're running to. You want to run to someone who'll listen and help with working these problems out. So, we must make this trip as short as possible. Maybe you have an aunt or uncle, a grandmother or father, a school teacher or counselor, a friends mother or father, a priest or pastor, maybe a policeman, or a neighbor maybe Jesus but someone who you can say to them, " there are things going on and I need to talk to someone who'll listen." There are several things you'll have to take. Patience, belief, willingness and understanding are some of the important things to take. There are many waiting in the wings to help solve any issues you might have. Make a move soon. Life on the street is cold, uncaring, and dangerous very very dangerous and home seems to be so far away.

Answer 3

Why would you even think about such a thing? You should be thinking about riding bikes, camping and sports. You have your whole life ahead of you, don't destroy it. I had a 3 year old nephew that was killed he had no choice, his life was taken from him. You have a choice, you have a life, take care of yourself and enjoy being young. Are you doing this for attention? It isn't funny. If you run away, someone could kidnap you and then you would wish you were back home. Say a prayer tonight and ask God to help you. Just because you act 15 doesn't mean you should be treated like a 15 year old. Your only 10, good greif, slow down and just be 10.

Answer 4

Is there a real live adult you trust that you can talk with? Maybe a friend's parent? Teacher? Coach? I have thought about suicide on and off for the past 42 years. There seems to be all sorts of problems including self-esteem issues that can lead to these feelings. If you can talk to an adult they can maybe help you find someone who can help you sort out your feelings. Maybe they can help you find what is causing it all. I was badly abused (physically and emotionally) when I was very young. There are medications that can help if it is a medical problem (like childhood depression). Meds helped my 4th and 7th grade Grandkids. Good luck.

Answer 5

Please don't do anything to hurt yourself. Your life is just starting. you need to talk to someone about your feelings. Is there someone you trust that will listen to you? call them and tell them what is going on . If you can't talk to your parents, call your priest or minister. Talk to your school counselor. There are people who love you and care about you. don't hurt them by hurting yourself. that pain never goes away. My little brother killed himself and I know! Just sleep on it or pray about it. think of how many people know you and love you. I am praying for you too. If things get too desperate in your head, call 911 or 800-273-TALK

Answer 6

No you aren't.

Or perhaps you could go to your "other house" you referred to in another answer.