what does this mean?

Question

ok, my boyfriend broke up with me friday cuz the "spark" wasn't there for him anymore. but he has been calling me alot and all here lately then tonight he called like 3 times and i was really busy (fire fighting) so i didn't answer the phone and when i got home he started talking to me online. Here is a letter he sent me. Please tell me if he really loves me?

hey, i'm sorry ur so upset with me that u won't even talk to me anymore. i was quick with u today cause i was on a call and pulling up at the hospital. i really need the spark back cause it just wasn't working before. i wish i wasn't so complicated. if it makes u feel any better, i still get jelious of the thought that ur out having fun and doing whatever with another guy. i really want us to be friends and maybe one day get back together stronger.i just hate the fact of getting the cold shoulder but if that's what u want then i don't guess i could blame u cause i done a lot of crap to u to hurt u. i hope i can talk to u again

he is also telling me that he thinks it was a mistake to let me go. i basicly told him to prove it.

we are both 21

Answer 1

He's not complicated but simply a kid who doesn't want to grow up. In one instance hed deosn't feel sparks and then he gives you drama like a 5th grader. Suddenly being alone doesn't feel any better he attempts to get you back with a lame spark drama again. He really loves himself.

Answer 2

A man should not be Drama. If he is drama then it is unhealthy. He seems wishy washy, he does not know what he wants. He is confused. If you are sure. move on. You can choice to reply back and say we can be freinds, but I need my time. And you do not know how long it will be and you cannot promise him that you will get back with him. It is your choice to reply back or ignore him. You have great reasons for both.