Not fitting into my clothes, huffing and puffing going up stairs or carrying anything, low drive energy and motivation. Then the night before I actually started I found my old mucle magazines in my basement and started to cry because I realized then it was the one thing I really ever loved to do... and since that day, everything has changed.
2007-03-05 02:29:33
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answered by sirtitan45 4
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I imagined what my future would be like in next 5, 10 even 15 years from that moment and examined very closely what my physical and mental health would be. What I would look like, physically, how I would act, my limitations and all of the pains and sorrows that come with being overweight for all those years. I looked forward to see how bad it would be in 30 years and I realized I probably wouldn't make it that far.
I brought back all that pain and agony and attached those feelings to anything that was *not* related towards changing that destiny. Very Ebenezer Scrooge-esque, I know... but I really think that we do, innately, what ever is required to avoid pain and seek pleasure. I made being fat feel more painful than dieting and exercise... :shrug:
2007-03-05 10:04:18
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answered by arjo_reich 3
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Everytime I am getting near to 130 lbs I get scared and go on a diet to bring my weight back down to 119 - 120 lbs. I've never been heavier than 131 lbs and I hope to keep it that way. Right now I am 122 lbs. If I get higher than 128, I start to diet.
2007-03-05 10:01:20
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answered by charming_imogen 2
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The weighing scale giving out numbers that I did not want to believe was how much I weighed. Along with this comparisons of photographs of the 'unfit' me with the 'fit' me of before. I just had to get back in shape and be admired again...lol
2007-03-05 10:05:19
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answered by happykat 3
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When someone said that I looked just like my mom. She is a little over weight, I was mortified.
2007-03-05 10:02:19
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answered by Diane A 5
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I was not happy with my body and it destoyed my self-esteem. So I decided to get below 115 pounds and I did :)
2007-03-05 10:19:08
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answered by Anonymous
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This question.....i am so serious. This is the day. i have NOT felt well...and been asleep for a day....now I am taking the reigns and I will pursue this!!! Thank You...
Lioncourt
2007-03-05 10:01:50
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answered by Anonymous
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