What's the point of me living if people treat me like I don't have a right to exist?

Question

I feel suicidal, depressed, & stressed out because no one cares about me, & I have all these problems, & no one to turn to for support, except for 1 person. No one cares about my struggles, I'm always being excluded from social activities for being TOO NICE & HELPFUL, everytime I do a good deed for someone, society makes it out of a wrong-doing. People make it like I don't have a right to live, sleep, eat, & breathe. If I go buy cereal & milk for breakfast, people get in my business, saying I'm spending my $$ irresponsibly, & then when I eat it, people call me fat & greedy.

But when I make suicidal threats, people want to have me mentally hospitalized. I'm tired of being taken advantage of & treated like a dog by family & society & being stabbed in the back. I feel sad every day. My boyfriend even acts like he's bored when I tell him what I'm going through. With other people, when I tell them about my symptoms of my mental illnesses, they say I'm making up excuses, which I'm not.

Answer 1

1-800-SUICIDE* 1-800-273-TALK
1-800-784-2433* 1-800-273-8255
This is the hotline for suicide. Honey, youre not mental and you do have symptoms of mental illness so no matter what kind of people ignore you, im not. Make that two people you can turn to for support. Its not worth it to do suicide trust me ive came close and that hotline helped me. iF youre looking for someone to talk to, talk to these people. they will listen to you. Also explain your problem to others slowly because they dont know what youre going through and thats normal. When people get in your buisness, its JUST WRONG. Tell these people that you have a life and you can do whatever you want. Its not worth to throw your life away. Ignore these people and you will find new friends. there are a lot of people in this world and you can consider me the first who care if youre gone. Please dont end your life becase many many people will miss you.

Answer 2

YOu know fuc****** those people they are not worth your time at all. Your a valuable person just like everyone eles is stop letting people hurt you its not worth it god loves you and if you werent a good inmortant person he would have never made you just think of that when you start to feel like crap I noticed that helps me alot. I totally know what you going through, you need to see a counsler and talk to people who care and will support you through this, Maybe going to church or joining a group and meeting new friends who deal with this kind of things. I suffer myself with anxiety attacks depression Bipolar. I know how you feel I get the sameway where i dont feel like living anymore. You have to stand up for yourself and tell people how it is. Theyyy have no right to judge you!!! They have no idea what we go through thats why they claim its we are lazy and making excuses for our problems. Ignore them do not bother with people who will not support you and bring you down. I dont mean to get realigose with you but honest to god. God has helped me better then anybody eles who could have helped me it breaks my heart how people can be so cruel to you. Remember your a valueable beautiful person inside and out. Stick up for yourself because i learned people will walk all over you if you dont. And with the boyfriend thing, the hell with him he seems to make your problem alot worse. you know what I would get rid of him he should support the way you are feeling not ignoring you. I care so dont think nobody does My heart goes out to you i know how you feel I went through this and you know what I still do sometimes. Please dont take your life , You will get through this you are not alone get help. People who will listen to you and not judge you. take care My prayers are with you.

Answer 3

Get some professional help. Take yourself to the hospital and tell them you are suicidal. You need medication and you need a counsellor or psychiatrist to talk to.

Answer 4

If you have a religion, search there for the answer. If you don't have a religion, may i suggest that you search for one. YOu can't be wose off than you are now. Also, people mistake nice for weak. You have to be assertive, but not agressive.

Answer 5

Because God Abba Farther put you here on this earth for a reason, and he made you in your own speacil way. sometimes we may not know what that reason is but eventually we find out. What you need to reach out to is god, he is here for us each and everyday he knows how you feel, and wants to be there for you and he is if you just open up to him. I cannot telll you what to do you have to make your own disscisson. but please dont hurt your self.