What separates any being or existance from any another in the cosmic whole of all time ever?

Question

I cannot understand how I am not an integral portion of all and any that ever existed, exists, ever will exist, did never exist, does not exist and never shall exist.
For example, in my thoughts and my senses, my existing; I AM an integral part of say, Mr Bush and Osama Bin Laden as well as the little critters I AM, up in the defecation unit of the gnat I AM on a maggot man I AM at Paris Island Boot Camp environment I AM.
I am confused being I thought everyone was like me, but one of my teachers in a history class at college has tried to show me a separation of my being from others and it confuses me.
In her class I explained how we established our American constitution wherefor she questioned the we part of my explanation asking me how old I was.
Since all parts of my energy and space have origin from pre-time I am found after the end of time, it is very difficult to establish my actual age, I suppose I am timeless of timeless though others set other ages they mark on me.

Josh, may I call you Josh? You can drink the blood of christ in any water you drink, when the Roman Soldier speared his side it plowed out into all the earth mingled with the water. I understand the desire to be locked up, that makes me horny and happy as well, I love to be coerced and forcibly constrained and restrained, some call it a bondage and it goes real well with a liberal issue of discipline. As for shadows, they exist everywhere that the light exists as well, they never have harmed me, I like them, sometimes I play games with them.
Pills are over-rated by the mental health of this current time, I suggest you take the ones called (chill) and relax, your loved by me and mine and you are not forgotten.
Try growing flowers and taking them to the hospital to give to people who are lonely and sick and have no visitors I think this will cheer you up and improve your self esteem. Love Beast Always, I AM THE BEAST SSSOTLOHIEFMJN , formerly [e-mail]/etal THE BEAST

Answer/Reply to Nobody, I suppose you also are correct in the latter about customs but it really irrates me that men have this desire to mark boundries that really do not exist and it seems they do it for goals of malice that in the end only they suffer.I wish they would listen to Christ and other great teachers existance provided them and start fixing all the brokenhearted and needfull, then maybe I could get a brig boxers barber boot camp with the intensity I require to sate my desires a little season.

I say understand, I should say feel, I feel the core of my being is void and its opposite and I am time, the witness of the two I am, they are me and I am them.

Answer 1

E X i S T E N C E is F U T i L E .

You have joined the ranks of the The Murkyworld.

i am i and
i am currently listening to TIMO MASS and i feel today could be the last day of the rest of my life. the kanedog day, living the same best moments from the past century for 24 hours on a daily basis. I may have to contact a doctor who can place me in a padded cell where i can be safe and giggle stupidly at the black shapes that follow me around, they just won't leave me alone! the voices tell me that i should trust them and that i should SHOUT at people in the street for being part of my problem, i seem to shake a lot when the black shapes leave me alone when i enter a church, i don't like churches they make me feel like i might explode and my brain starts to pulsate and black oooze seeps out of my eyes! Mister Zero told me to stop going into churches, but i can't help myself, i get so horny when i see the figure of CHRIST nailed to cross and i wish i could taste the blood! the policeman told me that it was not real, i don't believe him, he is one of the others, they want to control me and use me to do their dirty work, but i am no longer a spy, still they keep bothering me - i may have to get that sniper rifle i hid in the Tate modern and use the damned thing on them all!! The voices whiSper to me that it is now time for me to take my pills (i like the black and red ones).

Answer 2

You write:

"I cannot understand how I am not an integral portion of all and any that ever existed, exists, ever will exist, did never exist, does not exist and never shall exist.
For example, in my thoughts and my senses[...]"

Thought is the wrong venue to use to know what you are peering into.

Only the mind understands or does not. To say 'understand' is to imply Mind. Moreover, to use past and future tense is to imply Time.

Point is, you already are an integral part of the whole, but Mind differentiates things to ensure momentum and thereby growth and familiarity with opposites -- a needed antagonism. It does this job well.

But that is not the Heart Consciousness, which is above matter, energy, space, and time.

Even to speak in terms of eternity is to imply time just as infinity implies space and both therefore denote limitation. Time, like space, are but constructions for the Mind to enable one to learn and know the neutralities, without which parallels or opposites such as time and space could not exist so as to stabilize the light and sound as to import meaning to Soul.

You cannot know that which so far exceeds the Mind's compass to understand it in the first place. Such is not its realm or domain. The Mind can only think a thing, can only deduce a thing but never induce it, for that belongs to the realm of Heart, and of Soul itself -- the knower.

So while you cannot understand, you are nonetheless standing right in the middle of it, all of it... You are already it, and to 'think' it through to a terminus would be but a futile if feeble attempt to re-invent the wheel.

Compare the speed of light with that of the speed of thought. Light comparatively moves at a snail's pace because light marks the barrier beyond which nothing of the matter worlds can pass. Likewise, thought has its terminus as all things do that belong to anything we can conceive of here.

While thought is not so limited as light, it cannot or will not conceive of that which so far surpasses it, which Existence exists in the realm of the Heart, of Soul, of the true God worlds.

Answer 3

Never a truer word said.

You cannot understand how you are not an integral portion of all and anything that ever existed because you ARE that very thing.

There is no true separation. There is nothing new in you that did not exist at the beginning of the universe, nor anything that will not exist at its end.

What separates any being or existence from any another? Illusion.
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