i dont even remember when it started but i remember that i was always wanting to be alone and stay away from my friends, i didnt want to talk to anyone - i never talked to my family (which i still dont), i'd cut school nearly everyday and i had to always pretend i was fine and happy. id refuse to go to those social outings because of my low self-esteem.i was afraid people would see me and judge me and just hate me and not want to talk to me.id always cry myself to sleep,id cut myself,take massive amounts of pain killers, ive had suicidal thoughts many times. sometimes id feel sad for no reason whatsoever, and the weird thing is i never knew why i was doing all of this. it was even harder because i refused to talk to anyone about it.every one says, the best thing is to talk to someone about it.But my problem is, i just cant. ive had paranoic thoughts in my head that told me everyone around me thought i was a freak and didnt want to talk to me, even my best friend.
whats wrong with me??
2007-03-02 09:33:36 · 13 answers · asked by Anonymous in Health ➔ Mental Health
Nobody here can tell you what's wrong. It may or may not be depression. The bottom line is that you need to get off the computer and go get help.
2007-03-02 09:39:59 · answer #1 · answered by TeriR 6 · 1⤊ 0⤋
Sounds very similar to what I used to be like.
It turned out I had low seratonin levels - which is one of the causes of depression. So, yes, you do have the signs of depression.
I use an herbal remedy which was recommended to me by a psychiatrist who has a Masters in Herbal Medicine. It's 5-HTP. It's found at GNC, or any other place to get herbal remedies. How many to take depends on the person. I take 2 in the AM and 2 in the PM. I can't recommend how many to take since I am not a psychiatrist. It's common also to take L-Tyrosine (one tablet) in the AM. That's also at GNC. The psychiatrist had me do that combination at first since my seratonin was sooooo depleted. But now it's just maintaining it, so I only take the 5-HTP as needed. I'm taking 4 a day cause stress decreases seratonin in me, and I've been stressed out for a few months.
At the very least, see a psychologist or a psychiatrist so that you can get on something to bring your seratonin levels back up.
Life is too short to not enjoy it!
Sloane
2007-03-02 09:43:21 · answer #2 · answered by Sly Girl 3 · 1⤊ 0⤋
You didn't mention your age, but it looks like your turning into an adult and just see the world as it really is. I've been through all what you described here, and how hard it sounded for me at the time I got the advice, I can only give the same advice to you now, after running through this terrible period of my life: "it's going to be OK, it'll just take some time"
And yes, it sounds a lot easier then it is, but it will get better. Seek professional help in case you really can't handle it. It's worth it!
2007-03-02 09:39:57 · answer #3 · answered by inesp01 5 · 0⤊ 1⤋
look up to your state. i attempted to call a disaster line as quickly as even nevertheless it replaced into one in each and every of those extensive sadness. The calls are timed and the guy won't additionally be waiting that can assist you with the problem. I on no account called back after that.
2016-09-30 03:06:08 · answer #4 · answered by carol 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
You do sound depressed - you need help, because it sounds like you could have other psychiatric issues as well. Start by talking to a school staff member, or if you're not in school, call a mental health hotline in your phone book. It is hard to ask for help, but since you have posted this, it sounds like you know you need support. Life doesn't have to be this hard :)
2007-03-02 09:52:52 · answer #5 · answered by Anonymous · 1⤊ 0⤋
Are you an Artist or Musician,This is how we feel most of the time ,you are a good Actor,You may need some Anti-depressants.Counseling and Answered Prayer.
Do not spend your life that that. You can get help. You are in a chronic stage.You sleep alot and eat horrible.You feel hopeless.
Ask God to help you find a answer for your emotional problems,start to live life.Email me at Addievaughan@yahoo.com. if you want to.
2007-03-02 09:44:12 · answer #6 · answered by Anonymous · 1⤊ 1⤋
Classic depression.The people are right about talking to someone about this.I don't know if this will help,but could things get much worse?I think even if people are "out to get you",I'd still take the chance.I've dealt with depression,disillusionment,and nihilistic feelings myself,and therapy really helped me get back on my feet.
2007-03-02 09:38:53 · answer #7 · answered by cultureslum 2 · 1⤊ 1⤋
You need to get help immediately. Find someone to talk too. Call a hot line don't wait. Yes you are terribly depressed and need help
2007-03-02 09:40:25 · answer #8 · answered by Kat 5 · 2⤊ 0⤋
It could be depression but you NEED to go see your doctor. I know you don't want to but sometimes you have to do want you don't want to do. I've got to see my doctor, I was going through the same crap, I really don't want to but I need help and so do you. Please love yourself enough to get help, you don't want to feel rubbish forever, so go get help. Be happy again, go out and have fun again ! Remeber what it feels like to live, to feel normal. It wll be worth it in the end. Good luck x !
2007-03-02 10:33:03 · answer #9 · answered by Madness 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
dude, you are almost as depressed as me...except im not suicidal. being suicidal is considered part of a manic depressive disorder...
i think you should get some help...
2007-03-02 09:40:58 · answer #10 · answered by Anonymous · 2⤊ 0⤋