what did i do????

Question

okay about 8 mnths ago me & my ex gf broke up she left me and i was devastated it was horrible! anyways 2 months after we split i met this amazing grl and we were perfect 2gether..even tho before all i wanted was for my ex 2 come back..well then she did and i didnt know what to do and i handled it bad i just seen them both trying to decide on what to do..well i couldnt take it! it was driving me crazy so i stopped talking to both of them so i could figure out what to do..the decision that would be so easy for me to make now i totally fd up..im so in love with this grl and shes with someone else already (its only been a month n a 1/2 since we broke up) i broke her heart and now she says she'll never get back with me ive tried everything! im an emotional train wreck just like before and i feel like i let my true love slip right threw my fingers..i know she loved me she wanted to marry me but she says shes in love with some other grl...what should i do?

Answer 1

life is a series of pulls back and forth. you want to do one thing, but you are bound to do something else. something hurts you, yet you know it shouldnt. you take certain things for granted, even when you know you should never take anything for granted. a tension of opposites, like a pull on a rubber band. and most of us live somehwere in the middle. sounds like a wrestling match, so which side wins?

love wins. love always win


memories. are memories meant to fade so that we will learn to move on? tis aftrnoon, as i stood looking at the scenery from the highest storey-birds swooping by and the endless blue sky (whats beyond it actually?)- random thoughts chugged thro my mind. i realised that i've changed alot from a kid to now, a half-child half-adult. Is this God's plan? the meiling i knew from my psch days has long died. i am still evolving and i wonder, years down the road, will i know who i am inside?

i really admire little kids because in all their innocence and naivety, they open up to others easily. some can play happily wif strangers at the playgrd. they are sincere in their frenships and this enables them to form close bonds of trust amongst one another. as for adults, when we meet new people, in some cases, there is a tinge of apprehension and doubt. trust? it has to be built. wad if you stab a knife in my back tomorrow? and even if dere is trust, there is no 100%? when you lose something very very precious (something that has kept you moving in life thru life's storms and rainbows), will you quietly wait for it to come back to you, believe that something better will come along or learn to live life without it despite the aching pain in ur heart?