I feel kinda down today.I know It's just my depression.I been through alot in my life sexual abuse,abuse,cutting,suicide 3 times,alcohol,drugs,rehab and many counselors.I know suicide is not an option. my mom is bipolar and an alcoholic.My mom always hated me she stold me alot. idk why she does either.I dont live with her anymore.I live with my dad.In 23 days ill be 16 on march 24th.I just wish i had a mom :( who could take care of me and help me through.It hurts inside even tho I'm growing up not wanting to become her.My family is so disfunctional .It's quite pathetic.I just wished my mom could love me for all the times I tryed so hard for her to love me:[
2007-03-01 07:16:16 · 5 answers · asked by Anonymous in Health ➔ Mental Health
The best thing you can do is to pray. Read the Bible, go to church, light a candle and pray!
Read about Jesus Prayer, please and take good care!
May God bless you with what you need best. Where are you from?
2007-03-01 07:32:31 · answer #1 · answered by tatal_nostru2006 5 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Happy Birthday for one. and I know it hurts to not know for sure if your mom loves you or not. I am not making excuses for her, but I think alot of the problem is her having Bipolar and also being an alcoholic. She more than likely does not like herself, therefore hard for her to like others. I am glad you are living with your dad, and I hope you talk to him about this. Maybe you could adopt a mom. See if anyone in your area would be a mom to you. I wish you luck and if I was closer to you I would be your surgate mom.
2007-03-01 15:27:05 · answer #2 · answered by lynda 5 · 0⤊ 0⤋
I'm sooo sorry. I dont know what I can say to help you. I guess, just do what you feel you should do. Dont try sucicide, or durgs, or alcohol, or cutting. You must have some friends. Talk to them or someone you turst. Go somewhere that gives you pure bliss. Within time, everything will get better.
2007-03-01 16:13:02 · answer #3 · answered by vw chick 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
I am so sorry that you feel this way. I wish I had an answer for you. I hope to goodness you are getting professional help. I can't say that your mom loves you b/c I don't know. It is a difficult situation, please do get some help cuz you are worthwhile.
2007-03-01 15:25:33 · answer #4 · answered by slw_402000 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
happy b day
maybe u could adopt a mom
2007-03-01 15:56:12 · answer #5 · answered by mkandfa4rever 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋