i really thinking about commiting suiside..?

Question

but before is go ... is i true that someone out their loves you very much? because it really doesnt feel like it my moms a druggy alcholic and my dads an alcholic so whos out their tha loves me? bolth my grandmas and grandpas r dead to me and my step sis i havent seen for 2 years

Answer 1

Please dont do it, I know how you feel, First I wanted to kill myself , cause things were wrong in my life, but I got help. Please talk to someone, maybe a friend or a adult at school, or a countler, please, This is not a way to go.

Answer 2

Suicide is such an easy a way out that you'd be cheating doing that. So don't. Sorry about your parents, but the fact is that you're not alone. Lots of parents are messed up. Also, most people who are loved by their parents either don't realize or take them for granted. That's not much better than your case. So do feel better.

Now, you will find someone who love you. Most likely the one who you will eventually marry. The most important thing now is to learn to love YOURSELF. If you don't even love yourself, it's hard for anyone else to like you. So find a hobby and discover some passion in yourself and build on them.

Best of luck and hold precious to the live that God has so graciously given you. Just recognize your bad situation and make the best of it.

Answer 3

I understand how you feel because I attempted to do the same thing years ago, but I guess fate stepped in that day, and I'm very glad it did.Things may not be all sunshine and rosesall the time but this life is worth it. I promise you things will get better. Think of all the things in life that are good, and exciting, like the thrill of a rollercoaster ride, the taste of ice cream in summer, the feeling you get when you have a crush on someone. Your parents' issues should not hold you back, you can overcome this and vow to never be like them. I don't know your whole situation, but I trust that you will give life a second chance, and you will realize that you are very loved.

Answer 4

Suicide is NEVER the answer. Most people already felt a lot of pain. Unfortunately, this is part of life. If you end your life now, you will loose the opportunity of meeting a lot of people, doing a lot of stuff. You never know what could happen tomorrow. What about your friends? Even if you don´t have anyone, you have yourselve. Everybody is special in their own way, because we are all unique. Believe me, things always get better some day. It can take a while, but hang on to the hope of seing better days. Your parents probably love you a lot, but in their own way. You will find someone who will love you a lot eventually and they will show that to you.

Answer 5

First of all, I know we don't know each other, but I LOVE YOU!!
Why, because you are my sister or brother. We are all part of God and that makes us connected.
God LOVES YOU!! This I know for a fact.
Don't let this get you down. It will not help anything. You are here because you are special and have something to offer the world.
First of all, with such f***ed up parents, and you are still here, there is no way that you are not Special. You were put here to do something special and you will never get to fullfill that destiny if you take your life.
Now for some solutions, call your local AA (Alcohlics Anonymous), they have a group called Children of Alcoholics, and they can not only be a great resourse for other types of help but they can be a great support and friendship. And they will love you and help you get through this. Also, call your local Health Department. They have free Therapists that can help you through your thoughts and depression and it won't cost you a thing.
But, whatever you do, don't stop reaching out.
By putting this on here, you are reaching out. That says you don't really want to die, you just want the pain to stop.
And it will.........you just have to reach out and then let people love you and help you.
Don't be afraid to ask or help. It's normal to feel alone in the situation you are in.
Just keep reaching out and talking to people, it will help and lead you to sourses that can truely change your life.
Don't Give UP!!!!!

Answer 6

I also feel lonely and sad. But suiside is not the answer. There are other people just like you out there hurting. I know it seems bad right now but with time comes healing. I know this sounds corny, but God loves you. I don't think his purpose for you was to die at a young age. Maybe try to find some help at a church. Or if that seems hard just go to the park and clear your head. I promise in time their will be people in your life that are good and do love you. I am sure your mom loves you, she is just messed up right now and hurting people hurt people.

Answer 7

My first request to you is please go to your local emergency room. If you do not have transportation please call 911. Instead of being dragged so low to consider suicide, think only of yourself for a change. You can only change yourself. not your parents or your stepsister. They seem to be ignoring their problems by hiding in alcohol and drugs. I know that sometimes people refuse to go seek professional help because of thinking that they are afraid of what others may think of them. Big deal,let them believe what they want to believe. What matters most is that you know that you are a very important person and asking for help is the first step in recovery. If you believe that you cannot afford it, there are ways to get the proper help based on your income or if you have no means of support that is not a problem either. You will also be assisted in finding a different place to live away from an obviously bad environment. If I hear you correctly you love your parents, but not all parents may not be able to love back, especially if they are surviving on questionable behaviors. There are people that love you out here. If I didnot care about you I would not have responed to your call for help. Only you can make the ultimate step and seek help. You will eventually begin to look at life in a different way. If you ask for help by going to an emergency room, I know for a fact that you will be treated with respect and kindness and they are also interested in helping you become safe.Suicide is a permanent solution. Its no coming back. Yes,it may seem quite difficult to believe that there are people that care. The main thing or ultimate decision is up to you.I care. Others do also. Now, I want you to care and get the help that you need. It seems that getting the help you need is certainly a much better way to get from a horrible environment than not giving yourself a chance and commiting suicide and not being able to live and accepting the help that you need and live. Who knows all of the possibilities that may open up for you. Please get help. It is a much better chance that maybe some day you too will be able to help someone in a situation as yourself. But, for now think of yourself first. Life is just around the corner. Go now or call 911 now, you will be surprised of the opportunites that open up for you.

Answer 8

Things may seem bleak to you right now, but tomorrow is a new day and no one knows what it will hold for us. Your life may appear to be at the bottom so all you can do is go up from here. We make our own lives and God never gives us more than we can handle. Its our down times that make us what we will be tomorrow. When you meet your someone special someday and have a family you will know exactly what type of parent not to be to your kids. God made each one of us to be unique in our own ways so you need to follow your own drummer and prove to all the people in your life that youre going to be somebody and never will quit just because life gets alittle tough. You can do it. Just set a goal for yourself and let no one detour you from your dream. Youre not the first one in the place and suddenly vaulted into a much better place. You only have to want it. Remember if you want something youll take a risk, if you want something bad enough then youll risk everything. You dont have much outside your life to lose so you will make it far, as long as you want it and dont let anyone or anything stop you. Good luck and please let me know how youre doing from time to time as Im interested in you making it. Good luck

Answer 9

Your question is very sad to me. It sounds like you have a poor family life.

My dad used to drag me out of bed and beat me in the middle of the night. He too was an alcoholic. I thought about suicide too, but decided living well was the best revenge. I have been on my own since I was 16. It was very hard, but I was determined to make a better life for myself and I did.

You are a valuable person. You have barely started to live your life. I know it is hard to believe, but you can mature to become anything you want to be. ANYTHING!

Don't take the easy way out, because actually it is the hard way.
I don't know how old you are, but you need to go see your school counselor, or a priest or pastor, and tell them what you are going through and ask them to counsel you. What you need is a plan.

If you make a plan of what steps you will take to get out of the situation and make the kind of life you want to have, you will have a goal to work towards.

A counselor or pastor can help you formulate a blue print for your future, one in which you can become self supporting, get a good profession where you don't need anyone to take care of you because whatever you want or need, you can get it for yourself.
that is the best revenge of all. Be like a phoenix and rise from the ashes of your life to make a new one. Don't give up, just your posting the question on this site shows me you are a very strong person who wants to live, but just is very tired of how your life is at the present time.

Focus on the future, not the present. Start writing down your thoughts on what you need to accomplish to change your life for the better. For example, get good grades so you can get a scholarship to college, get a part time job to save money so you can eventually move out of the house, etc. It can be done, and I believe you are a survivor, not a quitter. It is always darkest before the dawn. Hang in there! and to answer your question, yes, there is someone out there waiting to meet you who will love you very much, but only as much as you decide to love yourself. always value and love yourself and put yourself first, because if you don't really love yourself, you can't expect anyone else to.

Answer 10

This too shall pass. Whatever is making you feel this way is only temporary. Bad as it seems right now, life changes second by second. Find a trusted friend to talk to, or a hotline to call. Sometimes it helps just to have someone to talk to. No matter what is happening to cause you to want to take your own life, I hope by asking for help here, you really do not want to die. You are worthy of sticking around for tommorrow, because it will get better...it cannot get any worse! I will pray for you, even if you don't believe it helps, I do. Be strong and stay around so we can see who you become...........

Answer 11

You wouldn't solve anything by committing suicide. You have a purpose to be here on earth.
I don't personally know you, but please try and go and get some help.
They have a lot of hotlines that you can call and personally talk out what is going on.

For me, please think about the rest of your life that you have to fulfill. Prove something to your family, and become more than they ever would have thought of.
The best revenge in life is being sucessful.
Living Life is not easy, but you decide your destiny.

And last but not least....PRAY!!

Stay Strong, Be Encouraged, and Live on....