I am 54 years old and my wife is 51 years old. She loves me so much. I only like her, not love her. We been together for at least 30+ years. I never had children with her but I did made love to her since I was 28 years old. She fell shortly to a terminal accident. I told her "I love you" so many times I cannot even count. I never fell in love with her. I didn't leave her because I wouldn't have someone to have sex with and she'll be heartbroken if I did left and i would have been paying for child support if she did got pregnant... and plus, I never fell in love with her so i didn't want to be very sad if she had died. If I did fell deep in love with her, I know I will be very sad right now, but good thing I didn't fell in love with her. I can imagine myself leaving her and not being sad. I don't feel bad at all for her death. I had to pretend to be crying on her funeral to let her family think that I am sad but really, I am not sad. I don't plan to ever fall in love but will date.
2007-02-27 14:47:53 · 3 answers · asked by Anonymous in Family & Relationships ➔ Singles & Dating