i have been depressed and felt like no one cared about me and i was unloved and had feeling of self hate. i was also wondering what i did to deserve this and felt abandoned by everyone even god. I felt like even he didn't care about me anymore and i was even worthless to him. Well last night i turned to god again and for some reason i felt closer to him that i ever had before when i was praying. I actually had tears in my eyes because i was so happy that god was there for me and i knew he loved me. This has actually made me feel alot better. The medication i have been on for about 4-5 weeks might be kicking in a bit too to help me.
Now im just wondering how to strengthen my relationship with god. Every time i get down i just think of my relationship with god and i get happy and smile.I think god may have put me through depression to strengthen my relationship with him. I feel i needed to get that off my chest. Its just the best feeling ive ever felt in my life.
2007-02-27
12:44:21
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Corazon
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Thanks guys. I just feel so great. I actually already have a group of friends at a church i go to. I just feel more in touch with god than i ever did before. I couldn't really understand the feeling at church of really feeling god in your life but i feel it more than ever now.
2007-02-27
12:58:30 ·
update #1