I want to die.?

Question

I hate my life I hate everything about me.. I can't do it anymore.. the only thing that i keep from killing my self if my litlle brother the tought of ym parents having to tell him I killed my self is horable.. other then that all lights go.. I have been parying but its not working.. I have taken 4 sleeping pills before but i just slep for 16 hours, please help should i do it? I mean meeting my creator face to face will be amazing

You are not getting what I'm saying.. My sisters are always calling me fat and ugly.. noone has ever like liked me and i can't trust anyone and its like wow. i can't take it.

I CAN'T TRUST ANYONE MY MOM ALWAYS FINDS OUT AND TAKES ME TO PHSYC WORD

I CAN'T TRUST ANYONE MY MOM ALWAYS FINDS OUT AND TAKES ME TO PHSYC WORD

Answer 1

There's a movie called "What Dreams May Come" with Robin Williams. You should watch the movie. I haven't seen it in a long time but I do remember that his kids die and then he dies. His wife then commits suicide as she misses her family so much. Since she commited suicide, she goes to hell, not Heaven.

You said you want to meat your creator, but if you commit suicide, you very well may end up going to hell, not Heaven. Then you'll never get to meet your creator. You need to think about that before you decide to do anything drastic.

You should also talk to someone, it doesn't necessarily have to be a Psyciatrist. It could be anyone, just talk to someone about it. And if the only reason you're still alive now is because how your brother will take the news, then hold on to that and think about that whenever you decide to take the plunge. Do you have any pets? Who would feed them and take care of them if you're gone?

Rent the movie, it might make you think a little differently about suicide.

Answer 2

Hi, well don't kill yourself, it's not worth it and you sure won't meet God face to face, it is a sin to take your life. Anyhow when I was a teen I tried suicide like so many times and could only end up in the intensive care unit and then when I was 27 I went to the hospital and had to have surgery because my esophagus has never been open so I guess the good Lord knew what I was going to up to. Things are difficult in life and we all just have to find a way to get through it not run away from the pain. Your sisters are saying some pretty mean things and this isn't good at all but just try and do your best not to listen to the ignorance that they say to you, just keep your distance from them, go hang out with your friends. Try and change all your negitive feelings into something positive okay. I'm sure there are many things about you that are cool, so keep your head up and try not to be around your sisters that much I know it's hard but if they get you this down your better off staying as much away from them as you can.

Well I hope the best for you and don't give up on your prayers okay because trust me when the time is right your prayers will be answered but you really have to beleive and you will see the results will be exactly what you need for your life, keep the faith.

Chow.

Answer 3

Honey, you have a chemical imbalance. Please go to the doctor and tell them what you are experiencing... they can give you medicine that will help you feel better. I have felt the same way and it is not permanent... Just think of all the wonderful experiences you could miss having with your little brother... he needs you. It can get better. Be strong and tell someone, a counselor at school or someone.

In just a few weeks, you could be feeling so much better if you see someone about it. You could start having fun. In several years, maybe you'll have a family of your own and be happy and then you can think back to this and be so grateful that you got help and stuck around to enjoy the life that God has given you... it's a gift... try to make it better before you give up on it.

Answer 4

no that's not the answer ..trust me I was in the same situation as you are now..I was crying all day ..trying to find ways of killing myself..having panic attacks everything!!! and one day I just decided to give myself a chance even though I didn't want to live anymore but I call the suicide hotline , went to church talk to some people..and I'm not a religuious person .. never go to church but I found my way ..people help me and I got my life back..I learn how to love myself and love others and I never wanted to kill myself again .. you should try to seek help.. right now everything is dark but believe me faster than you think you'll be enjoying life again...I'm here for you ..you can always write me and I can help you .. Everybody go through tough moments in life some take it better and others like you and me can't handle it ..but there's always hope ..and the fact that you write to Yahoo people is a good sign .. You don't want to die otherwise you would've be dead a while ago.. trust me .. a lot of people will be happy to help you and guide you to a better life.. Good luck and Godbless you..Don't give up!!!!

Answer 5

You've answered our own question in part, "YOUR LITTLE BROTHER". It seems he's the only one you do trust, and I know exactly what your saying on "Not trusting". So what if your overweight, so am I, So is my Wife. But we overlook it and feed on each others love and emotion. You've got to pick yourself up since you've let everyone kick you down. You know of course that makes you better than those whom pushed your buttons, your upset over it, you've got emotions that's got you mad because without knowing it, Your a very caring person, start caring for # 1, you. If a negative is all you can get from your family, for one ask why and the other "PROVE'EM WRONG, NOW", life is wonderful when you've someone to share it with and there is someone out there, just for you and might live just down the road or across the street. Get off your Butt, climb your mountain of trouble and live life for tomorrow, never looking back and go back to that praying you mentioned and believe in God almighty

Answer 6

Killing is a SIN and killing yourself is a thing that GOD hates. Every single person was born with PURPOSE. The purpose of your life is far greater than your own personal fullfillment. You were made by God and for God and until you understand that, life will never make sense.You need to love God and love yourself. The trials and tribulation you are facing is the process in strengthen your faith and character and please remember that you are not an accident no coincident that you are breathing at this very moment! You are alive because God wanted to create you. So keep praying and its not just about praying -but build the relationship with HIM and get up! Your life is precious and there is always a slution for every problem. God bless you!

Answer 7

I don't know if you're a Christian or not but committing suicide is a sin. That's destroying Christ's temple. Why do you want to do that? There are so many things worth living for. If you think there's not, then at least your baby brother. Imagine how he'd feel, your parents, your friends, your teachers. Don't do that sweetie. Even if you feel you're unloved or whatever the situation, I can assure you, you are loved. Jesus loves you more than you know. You just need to keep praying things will get better. You can't just give up when life starts getting tough. It's supposed to be that way, it only makes us stronger, because we survived. Take care of yourself your more than worth it.


Thanks for the thumbs down, that's cute

Answer 8

Hello Lovely Lady. I want to start by saying I have been there. I took more than four pills and the result was not pretty. The fact that you only took four tells me that you don't really want to die.You really just want help. I am not sure what is going on but maybe I can help. How old are you and what exactly makes you want to kill yourself?And remember if you kill yourself you will not be meeting your maker try his evil twin. Email me at [e-mail] please.

Answer 9

Killing yourself is not a good solution. I would suggest finding someone you trust totally and talk to them about what is going on with you. Tell them that you wish to no longer live. In other words please get some help. If you don't have a good friend or family member to talk to, seriously try visiting a church nearby. If they can't help (which they probably will) they can direct you someplace where someone can.

Just please seek some help, talk with a friendly person.
Good luck and please have a great night.

PINK ELLIE

Answer 10

please stop putting yourself and your life down, you don't want to kill yourself that is not the answer . killing your self is a cop out. walk tall be proud of who you are be an individual . live life to the fullest do things that you like doing and that will make you smile. anyway look at the people that put you down and then say to yourself they aren't so perfect either. if anything is said degrading to your face about your appearance etc, just ask them have they looked in the mirror lately and then say cause if i had a face like yours i wouldn't go out in public that usually stops them in there tracks how do i know this ? my daughter went through the same thing and it worked for her.