think I have OCD & a lot of people agree. i'm a 15 year old girl & i have so many rituals to do all the time. The thing is, most of them arent rituals that i regularly do, most are spur of the moment things, for example
a few days ago i was looking through my bag & i found 3 eyeliners, they were brown, blue, & black. something clicked in my head & i needed to get 3 people to say brown blue black to me. I asked my friends & most thought i was crazy but i couldnt stop. I got ready to follow them home just so they would say those colors to me! Another time, all i had to eat that day was 2 packs of cashews & 2 snapples, i was on the bus & i couldnt stop reciting my calorie intake for the day! I did it backwards, inverse, i counted it in my head depending on when i ate it, then when that didnt feel right, i felt i needed to do it again this time not in the order i ate them, but backwards, or the 2 drinks together, & THEN the cashews. Every day I pace back & forth in my house &
2007-02-26
10:28:44
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cont*i pace back & forth through my house reciting which homework assignments i did, theres a specific orderi need to use when im reciting it, & i makestrange hand gestures & sometimes i hop or clap my hands when i realize that homework assignment is done. I dont do it once, not twice. i do it more than 20 times & i cant control it. I tell myself to stop but i cant. i feel like i dont have all my assignments done & i cant STOP. then i take out my binder & hit it every time i say one of the homeworks & see that its in my binder.HELP
other times i tell myself as im walking in the house that i need to recite something out loud before my brother or mother say Hi or before they say anything. If they say saomething i run back downstairs, screaming at them to be quiet & start over to make sure i can say it x amount of times until it feels right. sometimes i watch movies &read the little summary for the movie, i force myself to memorise it & recite it x amount of times until it feels right.
2007-02-26
10:29:11 ·
update #1