what do i do when i find myself useless and feel like commiting suicide?

Question

Why can't i choose to die.

It's my life

Don't give me the reasons like family bla~

Who cares

I suffer a lot

some say they know

but they really don't

you r not me

you don't know me

why trying to save souls that belong not to the world

Never say that being positive

you don't know the feeling of being raped by 10 men

beaten bow to stern

Answer 1

hullo
are you suffering from depression??if yes ,then you should seek psychiatrist help,suicide is not a solution to your problems.

dr solo

Answer 2

First off, I'M NOT A THERAPIST/MENTAL HEALTH EXPERT. And, I do feel sad, that you are suffering the way you are. I don't know you and I couldn't even fathom what you are going through. For whatever it's worth here is my 2 cents. If, I was contemplating ending my life, I'd try the following. I'd be attatched to my computer like white on rice. As you'll see, I rely on my sense of humor to get me through the bumpy parts of my life. And yes, my sense of humor has landed me in some hot water in this age of overkill political correctness. Online, I'd actually type your question/lead sentence in Yahoo and Google and see what you get. I imagine you'd have an unlimited smorgasborg of web sites.
Hotlilnes: Don't even know if they still exist but, check it out online. This may sound trite but, you may want to get in touch with a religious leader/agency etc. that you feel most comfortable with.
For a quick fix, comedy can be a quick shot of relief from
life. Hit youtube,com. There is plenty of videos that are so awful they are funny. Do you like animals? Pets? When I feel like crap, I talk to my cat. And, for now, let me give you a website to check out. Whether or not you believe in Astrology and Numerology I'll actually ask you to do a favor for my which in the long run may be an excellent favor to yourself that could be the difference between life and death. Please check out numerologist Glynnis McCants website. There is a good deal of FREE easy to use information that may give you some tools in processing all the bad stuff that you've suffered and hopefully lead to better things to come. God Bless you and please keep your eyes, ears and HEART open.


Click on the tab that says "Numbers" this will take you to the easy free how to page!

the link to the "Numbers Lady!"

Answer 3

Your right. I dont know how u feel. Firstly, I'd advice u to get help. Are u under a consellor? does he/her know what u went through? I've had friends who were raped. Even tho, they've moved on, things like this cant just fade away. Its like u've gotta live with it till death. But think abt this. Its not ur fault. Dont blame urself. Forget about the pressure / Forget about the hurt & unpleasentness. Im so sorry for wat ur going through. Life is a gift. Dont throw ur life away for SOMEONE ELSE'S mistakes. Do things that make u happy. U deserve happiness. I cant find the right words to say. But do take care! & pls dont do anything silly. You're loved by many around. Sometimes u just dont realise that. You're never alone :)
God Bless!

Answer 4

THIS REMINDS ME OF A SAYING I ALWAYS LIKED:

Sometimes in life things get bad and we are having a hard time dealing with them, we live by the motto that things are so bad that they can't get much worse and when they do we live by the motto that things are as bad as they can possibly get and so up is the only way left to go so things will get better.


You can choose to die. You are in control of your future and it will be what you make it.

So people go thru life waiting for the bad things to happen to them and then they do. And others go thru life focusing on the good and sometimes that makes the bad easier to go thru.


So whatever you choose make sure it is the right one. Because depending on what you choose you can't take some back.

Answer 5

Time heals every wound............
You have already given reasons for the will to live no longer. But, by dying what will it gain you, I mean no body knows whats after death; but atleast by living you have another chance. So do make use of it, and be thankful you are still in the state of mind. Visit and talk to other people less fortunate then you, and your burden will seem lighter. Analize the positive side of your life........and if I may suggest, make Jesus your friend and you will know the difference. Place your life in His hands, and live according to his word...................You will experience the DIFFERENCE, and the will no more to commit SUICIDE

Answer 6

I ask myself this question everyday of this life that I live. At age 5 I was sexually molested by my grandfather and two uncles. I am now 45 and I have committed suicide once (died twice for 13 minutes after stabbing myself to death), and just last year in October 2006 I did it again by slicing my arms open real deep. It may not have been ten men, but then who's counting? I have felt utterly useless most of this life and I keep wondering why it's such a big damn deal if I end myself any day now. People keep telling me not to do it for my wife and kids' sake, but I feel an emptiness and self-hatred inside that not even ten years of hard drinking could exorcise. I've been in and out of psychiatric units for the last five years and I take a pharmacy of anti-depressant and mood swing medications, and all that does is keep me barely hanging on from day to day. I don't work anymore because of a heart condition, and besides that I generally cannot stand to be around people at all. I'm going to college to get a degree in speech communications because I plan to go on the speakers circuit to address this very problem. There's alot of people out there suffering from alot of different traumas involving what you and me have gone through, and they need to know that it wasn't their fault and that there is emotional and mental healing for them. I don't know the specifics of your situation, but one thing you can do to stop feeling useless and suicidal is to first come to terms with what these men did to you and begin to openly talk about it to anyone who will listen to you. If any of these douchebags are still around or in prison, write them a letter and give it all back to them. If they're in prison-taunt them. Make fun of them. Assault the size of their "manhood". Remind them that you're on the outside and they're on the inside with "Bubba" the bathroom Buddy who no doubt has heard what they did to you and is just waiting for them to drop that bar of soap. Then, forgive them and let them know that you have forgiven them. Then, move on. Go to college. Get a career. Look- you can't "unding" a bell. What they did to you they did to their own shame-not yours. And although you can't change the fact of your history, you can damn sure change the fact of your future. It's a chance for you to rise- or fall. The challenge is inevitable: defeat is optional. Are you seriuosly going to let what these douchebags do to you define the rest of your life? You? I think not.

Answer 7

For one, I know this is hard but stop wellowing in self-pity, wake up, and open your eyes, You are still alive so make the most of it. Some people don't have that chance. I am speaking from personal experience here, it will get better. I suggest talking to someone. It will help.

Answer 8

You are obviously stronger than those scumbags. Teach them a lesson and do it for yourself and every other woman like you, rise above it and achieve your fulll potential, you certainly weren't put on this earth to do nothing, make something of yourself, rise above the atrocities and be proud of yourself again. The fact that people are answering your message means that they care, even if they don't know you. Show the world your potential! Suicide is not the answer.

Answer 9

I wish I could give you a great answer but I probably can't. But I want you to know I care about you and I want you to live. I hear you saying that you are in such pain that no one can understand you. Sounds like you feel very sad and angry.

Hang in there. Life will get better. I understand that that is hard to believe but it's true. Please get yourself to a hospital right away. Call 911 if you have to. If you can please do that for me you will start feeling better.

Answer 10

when you feel useless and feel like commiting suicide, you should think about people who have gone through a more worst situation then yourself and thank god that your still alive, you have a chance to be a positive leader,and roll-model because of your negative experience.we go through situation in life not for ourselfs but for others,theres people out there that need to hear your story. stand up my beautiful strong sister and rise from your past,and walk into your new day of peace , motivation the lord holds the keys to your comfort and joy all you have todo is let go of the past let go of the hate and pain you feel inside and stop feeling shame for yourself walk up to god and grab those keys of joy out of his hand and unlock the door to your future.and begin to live a new life in a new mind and body.(rise my sister) because of your pain i hurt,but because of your strenth i smile (RISE MY BEAUTIFUL SISTER.

Answer 11

go some place where you can observe people who are homeless and see how bad they have it....go to a hospital where you can see people who are terminally ill and have no idea why they were perfectly healthy one day and hanging on by a thread the next...you're young, you're literate, you're alive....emotions are strong but human will is stronger......keep your head up and find yourself within yourself....trust that if you want things to get better you can make them better