he would call me everyday and night from work we talk all the time and liked the same stuff. he called me one saturday and said he was comeing sunday had me a v day gift i told him i had him one to. anyways i got worryed sunday when he did not come or call so i tryed calling him could not get any one so i wrote him a 8 page letter to him and his son telling them both how i feel he is 34 years old and i am going to be 30 years old this summer anyways he had his friend to wirte me back and say he died monday of a hearattack and he send me a photo of him laying down with flowers on top of him and a xams tree in the back ground of the photo it looks like he is sleeping not dead. i called his job they said he was not dead been working all week so i got him back he did not think i would call his job. thing is i miss him and want him back he wont even tell me why he dose not want to be with me anymore i wrote him letters trying to find out why but he wont tell me. i forgive him 4 the dead stu
2007-02-25
03:13:58
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betty m
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i dont know what to do i cant eat or sleep i miss him so much i want him back not a day or night goes by i dont think about him. i miss talking to him on the phone we did that alot. everytime i hear the name john in a movie tv or song i think about him and still cry myself to sleep at nights i know i should not want him back after the dead stuff but i forgive him for that why i really dont know but i miss him and love him alot he was so nices to me until the dead stuff. any ideas on how i could get him back for a 2 changes and a 2 changes only i need him and want him and his son in my life. i wrote him letters telling him how i feel about him and his son but he wont write back. i think the trouble is my mom he wanted me to go to his house but my mom said i did not know him well enough yet to go to his house we stay a 100miles away from one another. anyways my mom said it was up to me but i did not know him well enoughitoldhimiwantedtotalktohimaboutthatbuthenevershowedupsowecould
2007-02-27
10:44:42 ·
update #1
well he wrote me and said he was sorry for the dead stuff sick joke he was playing on me did not know how to break up with me over the phone but say he is sorry and still wants to be with me so i told him to come this weekend and we can talk things out so he should get my letter today and every one is mad at me because i am thinking of takeing him back.but if we can make this work i am takeing him back i love and miss him alot he means the world to me. i am going to give him one more changes.
2007-03-05
02:28:22 ·
update #2