Hello everyone,
I'm not sure what to do about my life... I'm so sickly, it's disgusting... my body is a waif, I'm almost dead, and I fear I only have a day or two left to live. What can I do to hold on? I am not consciously thinking about suicide, not even musing it, Im only feeling like there's no other escape but death -- inescapable yet I feel like I have so much more to live for.
I'm bulimic, I've mentioned it before and I'll say it again: I'm bulimic, I'm sick, I need help. I can't get help, the system has worked against me -- someone who is pro-active, and wanting help... I don't want to die, in fact I want to live without being mired in sickness... I want to live... please help me, what can I do?
I'm 20 years old, soon to turn 21, on the edge of death, the brink, the final end... I'm 105 lbs at 5'10". I'm going to die if I can't get help in the next 24 hours.
Please... please... what can I do? I need some alternatives to this lifestyle, or I'm afraid I will die soon.
2007-02-25 00:56:38 · 8 answers · asked by Avraham 2 in Health ➔ Other - Health
PS. In NO way am I suicidal; this is all of my own volition; I have never been suicidal, never will be suicidal, and continue to want to want live, but am governed by my environment.
Please do not try and report me to the authorities, as this is not a suicide note -- this is an attempt to get IMMEDIATE help, some relief and a way to get my appetite back up...
Let's talk seriously.
2007-02-25 01:00:17 · update #1
Go to the hospital asap. If you don't have the energy to explain all this....print this out, and give it to them. I'm sorry ....very sorry....that you are in these circumstances.
If you don't have anyone to take you or can't make it there, yourself.....call an ambulance....seriously. Just tell them you are weak and need help and that you are bulimic.
You gotta save yourself, Darlin.....make those calls....or get over to ER right away.
I'll be praying for you.....God bless!!!
2007-02-25 01:03:39 · answer #1 · answered by treefrog 4 · 1⤊ 0⤋
Cleveland 03/08/12 Not all people,..or,..peoples are,.?!! Many many People,.and,.as a People they look upon Death,.as a Transitional,.A business deal,.An,experience,.?! Some people having good connections with life rejuvenators(sp) may DIE,.many times in their life time,.For a number of reasons,.! One for Death benefit payoffs,.Another because they be an agent and must have a transitional state to move from a pending case,A person may be laid to rest as.a way to change or explore probabilities,.etc,etc,.?! I would love to have the connection,.the cooperation from dedicated,trusted associates,.and, access to strong medicines,.?!! I would very definitely engage in the DEATH thing,.! I would know life in its completeness,.?!! Eliasis Yahwehei ( The Main Man )
2016-03-28 23:39:54 · answer #2 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
No your not going to die ! don't think like this. I live and suffer every day with a medical condition with no know medical cure M.E. and its like living in hell everyday. I take Stimotol like tic tacs to stop the vomiting and they still don't work. The illness I live and suffer with is extreme and wouldn't wish it on anyone. Imagine living everyday with the flu and having to push yourself out of bed with a fever and muscle aches and feeling like you constantly want to puke then deal with people who think you are a drug addict. Some days I really feel like I wish I could die to not live in the constant hell I do. That is a stupid way to think you only have you and you don't want to hurt yourself more than you are hurting now. What I find that helps me is to do something everyday even if I don't want to. Like go for a walk or have a drink at a bar soon you'll be 21 why do you want to miss out on being able to do that. Situation do change everyday and eventually if you let them. I took up a hobby on the net and now I have the best music channel on hi5.com and get heaps of people who tell me the music and stuff I put on my channel is unreal also I wrote a book and started to write another one. Makes me think that at least I'm making my mark on this world when I could be pushing up daisy's and let my illness take over my life. Remember this no matter how bad you or I feel there are people out there doing it rougher and they have the will to go on. Knowing this keeps me going and helps me to cope. Also I rather be called skeletor than fatso (lol)
2007-02-25 01:33:30 · answer #3 · answered by Riley 7 · 0⤊ 0⤋
You need to call a family member or a close friend and have them come over to your house right away. If that's not possible then call an ambulance. You are saying you want to live but in your question you say you are looking for an easy way out. You are not thinking clearly no matter what is wrong with you. No one can help you with an e-mail----you need someone physically in your house right now so please call someone now!!! It's hard to ask for help I know but you need to.
2007-02-25 01:09:21 · answer #4 · answered by Hopeful girl 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Don't be afraid.
Can u accept me a friend? You are not only one.
I also passed from such condition.
Take some medication. only place your mind on your breath. In and Out of air from your nose tips.
Take some rest. Take some eat. and Take all times in medication.
It will help on you.
2007-02-25 01:06:03 · answer #5 · answered by Xiao xin 1 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Check yourself into the hospital NOW. You need professional medical help to get yourself on track so shut your computer off and go.
2007-02-25 01:10:13 · answer #6 · answered by Lucy 5 · 0⤊ 0⤋
you have everything to live for you don't even know what life is yet. someone needs you out there you havent found them yet. you must eat to live. your body has to have nourishment. good luck honey I'll be praying for you keep in touch ok?
2007-02-25 01:02:17 · answer #7 · answered by blank 5 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Forward this to your Church.
2007-02-25 01:04:46 · answer #8 · answered by Dr Vrijilesh Rai 3 · 0⤊ 1⤋