I was raped when I was 9.
Now I'm 22 and I usually get myself into trouble.
There are times that I get the feeling that I like to be abused sexually. I look for people who would hurt me and then after they've abused me I cry and hate myself and would usually cut myself.
I can't disguss this with my psychologist because I'm not ok about it and I feel humiliated if I do.
What's wrong with me?
2007-02-24 11:40:57 · 5 answers · asked by Anonymous in Social Science ➔ Psychology
"I can't disguss this with my psychologist because I'm not ok about it and I feel humiliated if I do."
The things you are doing, but are not OK with, are the very things that you need to discuss. Your behaviors are not unusual for someone raped so young, and you can bet, he's heard it all before. Please be open and honest with your therapist, and allow him to help you put this terrible event and your self-destructive behaviors behind you. God bless you.
2007-02-24 12:00:55 · answer #1 · answered by summersailing 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
It's good that you are doing the right thing by recognizing you do have a psychological problem.
The second step is asking yourself if you really want healing? This is where you choose if you will remain a victim of that childhood abuse or to move away from it and be healed so that you can move on with your life.
The third step is partnered to the first two steps and that is to under no circumstances begin to repeat the cycle of abuse. Avoid and resist all impulses that will want you to do that.
Those are the 3 steps I would recommend. For those are the 3 steps that Jesus Christ used when he was on this earth and he healed people. He had the people recognize the problem. Asked if they wanted to be healed. And last don't sin any more.
Talk to your pscyhologist about this if you really want the healing. Discuss honestly with him why and why you don't like this type of situation. The bottom line is you want healling. When you are healed you can help some other girl in the future like you. Your healing is not just for yourself but for that girl who will need your help in the future.
2007-02-24 12:12:02 · answer #2 · answered by Uncle Remus 54 7 · 0⤊ 0⤋
If you can't discuss it with your psychologist, find someone you can trust enough to discuss it with. As for cutting, there are alternatives you can research. Obviously you need to sort this out so you can move on with your life and find the fulfillment that is your right.
2007-02-24 11:49:15 · answer #3 · answered by OTTO 6 · 1⤊ 0⤋
you need an outlet for your anger. first thing tomorrow, go find a gym and take boxing classes or some other contact sport. you need to just whail on a heavy bag. don't hold that inside. serious.
2007-02-24 11:53:35 · answer #4 · answered by dr.macgruder 4 · 1⤊ 0⤋
If you want to become a healthy human being then you will seek professional help. Ask your doctor to refer you to a psychiatrist.
You want to lead a normal healthy life, no matter what happened to you and you need to learn how to do it fast.
2007-02-24 11:45:32 · answer #5 · answered by Imogen Sue 5 · 1⤊ 0⤋