do u feel the way i feel:
r u hurtin as much as me?
do u go to sleep crying every nite?
dose ur heart beat faster when ur scared?
do u hate knowing that no one loves u?
do u hate being hated?
do u want ppl to see u, but u dont want them to judge u?
r u afraid to love, because u kno u'll just end up bein hurt?
do u feel like ur heart cant handle n-e more pain and disopointment from the ppl u love and care about?
is ur life fallin apart?
do u hate urself?
this is how i feel:
im hurting
i feel like crying all the time
my heart beats faster and faster when im scared
hate knowing that no one loves me
i hate being hated
i want ppl to see me for me and not for somethin that im not or somethin im plyed out to be
im afraid to love, because ive been hurt too many times to count... and im not ready to go through all of that again
i dont think i can love again cas im tierd of all the pain and disopointment ive had to deal with because the ppl i care and love didnt care and love me
sometimes i feel like my life is fallin apart, and that my childhood is slipin away from me way too qickly and i have no control over my actions
i think i hate myself, i kno i hate myself. i hate the way i look, the way i talk, the way i act, the stuff i do, i hate myself. and i dont kno why.
2007-02-22
07:48:00
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