how do i let go???

Question

i'm 13 now, and i met this guy i like when i was 9. he's now 16.
but in november we started having proberblems being friends. i think i wanted more cause i liked him. i asked him and he said he didn't. i also lied aout sevril inportant things. later when i told him it was a lie he got really mad at me. and a week ago i taught a 6 y/o to call this girl i hate a *****. he found out about it and fliped. then, i found out that he told his mom everything after i asked him not to. so i kicked him between the legs. yesterday i tried to say sorry, but he cut me mid sorry telling me to get lost.
i hate him, and i don't feel anything for him anymore. but i cant stop trying cause i remember what things used to be like. it was so fun. i feel worse then when i got broken up with by my ex bf. i've been crying everynight since january.
why does it hurt, and how can i move on. and how do i make him know i'm sorry. i've said it 1000 times already! HELP!

Answer 1

Stalker.
I can see whoever winds up with you is in for a regular beating. You have all the hallmark of a domestic abuser- total lack of anger management.

Saying sorry? Ooh yeah, like THAT makes it ok.

Get out of this poor guys life before you put him in a wheelchair- or a coffin.