Bluntly, I’ve never been able get play like most people do. I wish I could because women are so beautiful. Getting laid by a hot girl would be so great, it’s beyond comprehension to me. My constant desire for play bothers me because it's never met. It’s like being hot and bothered 24-7. It gets to the point I don’t want to even look at women because of the constant reminder of being unable to attain the amazing experience. It’s also hard knowing most do attain it. You see gorgeous people everyday, so it’s like a constant reminder. The feeling of missing out in such a situation, that masturbation can't compare to, makes me depressed. I know it’s weird, I want to enjoy looking at good looking women, and I should, but I don’t. I don’t want to look at a cake I can’t eat while starving. I find my self wishing these normal desires would stop. It gets to be tough when dealing with it everyday. I wish this wasn't a problem, especially that it's god's gift. Is this absurd or normal?
2007-02-19
06:00:12
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