DeeP DoWn inside..I wish i had broken it of with MY Boyfriend??

Question

I cant get over the fact that my boyfriend may have lied about his sexual relationship with a girl that he was texting..he told me nothing happen and he loves me and wants to be with me...i loved him so i decide to work at what we have...now i cant get it out of my mind that he probably hooked up with this girl and was texting others..deep down inside i wish i had the strength to break it off with him..I get really really paranoid when i call him and he doesnt pick up.. i just wish i had the strenght to break it off..now i have to deal with the fact and be paranoid that he wasnt faithful and wasnt truthful..i dont know what to do because this is eating me up...i mean he changed his cell phone number and he doesnt have any girls number in in his phone like he did before..he has changed but sometimes i think he will cheat or is texting other females.

we are together almost two years..and i found this out last year around christmas time.

Answer 1

seems so weird cuz certain things i see u writing about happen to me all the time, i have found my man texting hoochies and he swears they are "nothing" to him but yet he actually took time out of his day to text these hoochies!!! i dont get it and i think to myself all the time why the hell are we together becasue texting gurls is just one of his bad habits. And to top it off some of these gurls are gurls that i hate which pisses me off even more!!! damni swear lol ive made my bf change his cell number like 4 times allready and it doesnt help so my honest advice to you is i doubt he will change!!! and as far as you going crazy in your mind it will just get worse becuase the trust is gone you will not believe him and that will eat you alive i swear it will!! I go through the same **** gurl and my honest opinion is its not worth it!!!

Answer 2

You have to be strong and end this, it will only drag on and get worse, it's not going to get any better.