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Question

I was in deep depression for 3 years i told my perents everything im put on prozac and stuff

but over this year ive been feeling down, im heading back into depression becuase i treat the best family i could ever ask for like complete **** i feel bad becuase i stole $20 of my mum every now and again to buy drugs, and i keep saying to myself ill pay her back but i dont know how to do it, and im up to oweing her $340
after all shes done for me i still steal money off her to buy drugs

also i feel bad that they my brother was a complete computer nerd that was all good but i feel bad my perents dont know hes gone to doing drugs every day i dont mind that i just feel like i wish they could know these things, i have a slight case of altism and that makes me care about things more than others and makes me slightly emotional

i just want to know how do i get myself out from going into depression again and how do i get my perents to know this and pay my mum back

Please help

Answer 1

It is good to see that you indeed do feel guilty about what you are doing. There is still goodness inside of you. God still loves you and you can still ask God for forgiveness. Try going to church at least once a week and you will definitely see an improvement in your quality of life. Ultimately, you have to make the decision to help yourself. Think about these verses from the bible that were written for all of us. I hope that they can strike a chord in your life.
I Corinthians 6:
10 Nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor revilers, nor extortioners, shall inherit the kingdom of God. (This is God's promise to you)

11And such were some of you: but ye are washed, but ye are sanctified, but ye are justified in the name of the Lord Jesus, and by the Spirit of our God. (God wants you to know you can be forgiven if you ask for it and try to change your ways)

12 All things are lawful unto me, but all things are not expedient: all things are lawful for me, but I will not be brought under the power of any. (Don't let drugs and evil things control your life because you are better than that)

Answer 2

You don't pay her back the money. Parents know that money comes and goes. You pay her back by trusting her to love you no matter what you may have done.

I don't know your family situation. Most parents greatest wish is a healthy and happy child. Tell her what has occurred if you have a decent family. She will be shocked, scared, and upset all at once. This is a good thing as it is normal. She may ask you to slowly repay the money in order to teach you a lesson, but I doubt it. If so, it is out of love not hatred or spite.

We all do things that we may later regret. You are not the first and definitely will not be the last. Trust your mother to love you regardless, especially if you go to her before anything worse happens.

If you don't feel that you can, then please find a counselor to talk to. When you initiate the discussion, people automatically become proud of your courage to do so and respect you regardless of what has happened.

We all have faced depression in some form. We all can empathize with how you feel...

Answer 3

Lay off the drugs for starters. They make you feel worse. Find a place where you can get professional counseling -- they have sliding fee scales. You need someone to talk to.

Start reading books about how to improve yourself, like Think and Grow Rich and The Seven Habits of Highly Effective People. Also try exercising by walking half an hour a day to get you out of the house and improve your mood.

Good luck.

Answer 4

First of all it sounds like you have a drug abuse problem. Any time you feel you have to hide something from a loved one or steal from them, it's a problem.

If you are already diagnosed with autism then you should speak to your doctor. Any form of drug abuse will affect the medications you are already taking. It is necessary to peel away the layers of what is bothering you.

We use new behaviours to cover old one so that we don't see them. This newest problem is just that. There is something you don't want to see so you blind yourself to it. Using an excuse to cover a reason.

Don't feel bad FOR your brother. Help him. He chooses to do the drugs, just like you. If you seek help with your problem, as minor as you say it is, then he may get the initiative to seek help because his situation is worse. Show him the path. But if you aren't willing, how can you expect him to be either.

Step one is tell someone there is a problem. You talk to a doctor about yourself and talk to your brother about the appointment's result. We don't help anyone when we don't share the information. If telling him doesn't change his actions you may have to do an intervention and tell your parents.

Neither of you are alone. there are millions of people who suffer from the same problems. You just need to reach out of your bubble to help yourself.

Answer 5

for starers i think you should check urself into rehab to get off the drugs so u wont stealmoney anymore in the first place. then i suggest you go on sum kind of job site and get a part time job if your stillin high school then a part time but if not get a good job that will support you and give u enough money ot pay back ur mom

good luck

Answer 6

I expect you to eat meat and mashed potatoes instead. Only common nuitrition will save them, not sucky medications. I expect you to look your mom in the eye and tell her how you have transgressed. You must negotiate things to make them right and your mother will tell you what must be done. She did notice it was missing. You have not exhibited enough control so we don't want you as a dealer thus far. The pain of depression is a brain healing and evolving and becoming self aware. Go to your mom and tell her you needed some cash and you took it unlawfully and you are of persuasion to repay her.

Answer 7

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Answer 8

FIRST OF ALL YOU DON'T HAVE TO FEEL BAD OR THINK YOU ARE BAD. THESE THINGS HAPPEN. BECAUSE YOU ARE SLOW DOESN'T MEAN THAT YOU HAVE TO CONTINUE TO SUFFER.(have a slight case of altism)

I HAVE BEEN DEPRESSED FOR A LONG TIME, I AM IN TREATMENT AND I AM DOING FINE. BUT I DON'T DO ANY DRUGS. I FOLLOW MY DOCTORS DIRECTIONS TO A T.

THAT IS YOUR PROBLEM RIGHT THERE, THE ILLEGAL DRUGS. IF YOU WANT TO BE HELPED, YOU NEED TO TRUST YOUR PARENTS, THEY WILL BE MAD AT FIRST, BUT THEY WILL GET YOU BACK INTO THE RIGHT TRACK, I KNOW IT IS SCARY, BUT THE ILLEGAL DRUGS MIXED WITH THE PRESCRIPTION DRUGS CAN KILL YOU, IS THAT SIMPLE, BOTH DON'T MIX.

AND AS FOR YOUR BROTHER, TELL THEM ALSO, GET YOUR BROTHER TOGETHER WITH YOU, AND TALK TO THEM AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!!

NOT BEING RUDE, JUST TELLING YOU THE FACTS. THERE IS HELP FOR DEPRESSION, BUT YOU NEED TO GET IT FOR YOURSELF.

GOOD LUCK AND GOD BLESS

Answer 9

Call and make an appointment with a psychiatrist. You need help getting off the drugs and your brother needs help as well. Tell him everything and he will be able to help you.

Answer 10

maybe you are asking for help in the wrong place ,sounds like maybe proffesional help might be a start ,hope the best for u just think this might be the wrong place for the help u need , good luck hope u get the answers u need or that help