depressed and alone, I need help?

Question

I've attempted suicide a few times now, i wrote a suicide note even. I harm myself everytime I dont go all the way through. Part of me wants to go through with it, but I stop myself everytime, I have an appointment with a councilor, but tomorrow seems so far away. My GF and I broke up, well actually she cheated on me. and everybody calls her to see if she is okay, but no one asks if im okay. No body cares that I just want to die and that makes me want to die more. She knows that I can get suicidal but she never new I ever tried, which i did a few years ago but i didnt tell anyone. What can I do? How can I stop myself from killing myself before i get up the motivation to go all the way through

Answer 1

Have u tried Jesus? He will help u.

Answer 2

You sound really sad. You should goi stay at someones house, or invite them over. Tell them your situation. They should understand if they are close enough with you. Tonight they can stay with you and tomorrow get them to take you to the councelor. Right now you just need some TLC. Throw away the note because (even though I dont know you) You seem like a great person and you have a right to live long and happy. Just get through this tough stage in your life!

Answer 3

Obviously, you don't really want to die. Let me tell you what I figured out about myself. I kept thinking I wanted to die, I wanted to die. I went through 6 months of thinking every day that I wanted to die, but I didn't do anything about it. I realized there was a reason for that. I finally realized that I didn't really want to die, but that I wanted to live better. Have a better life. Sometimes all we can change about our life is our attitude. We want people to comfort us and talk to us and pacify us, but that's not always going to happen. You need to make a decision for yourself that you will get up and get moving. That you will live better and find the things that make you happy. Then "Just Do It".

Answer 4

Oh wow... I know exactly how you feel. I have REALLY bad depression... bipolar 2 actually. My boyfriend cheated on me and we just broke up, and that just totally pushed me over the edge. I already feel like I'm not good enough and he only made it worse. I cut myself a lot. I've been in and out of the hospital. And I know how terrible it is. Email me at [e-mail] and we can talk.


Amanda

Answer 5

don't kill yourself it won't solve anything. forget this girl who treated you badly, it sounds like the everyone people you mention are not friends to you but they are to your girlfriend. the best thing to do is forget her if you can and forget the people who call her. try to make yourself get up and move on and talk to the counselor tomorrow about your feelings. it's hard when you break up with someone to move on sometimes but think you finally will. just don't kill yourself because then you will be forgotten and everything you might have done in life will be gone. your life is ahead of you, be patient and give yourself time to get over this girl

Answer 6

NO ONE CAN STOP YOU FROM KILLING YOU BUT YOU. THE REAL REASON YOUR GF DID THE THINGS SHE DID IS BECAUSE SHE KNOWS ALREADY YOU DON'T LOVE YOURSELF. AND FOR THAT REASON ALONE SHE CAN'T LOVE YOU. IF YOU DON'T LOVE YOURSELF IT IS IMPOSSIBLE FOR YOU TO LOVE ANOTHER PERSON. EVER GF YOU GET IS GOING TO WALK AWAY FROM YOU UNTIL YOU FEEL YOU ARE WORTH SOMETHING. IF YOU CAN'T LOVE YOU WHY DO YOU REALLY EXPECT SOMEONE TO DO IT FOR YOU. START LOVING YOU SO THAT SOME ONE ELSE CAN. YOU PUSHED HER INTO CHEATING THE SAME WAY YOU PUSHED HER OUT OF YOUR LIFE. BY BEING WEAK AND NEEDY. START LOVING YOU IF YOU DON'T KNOW HOW GET SOME HELP SOON. GOOD LUCK.

Answer 7

if you cant wait till tomorrow go to e.r. as far as people checking to see if your ex is okay and not you.most likely its because your a guy.guys arent suppose to get upset,sad or cry.the part of you that doesnt want to die is your survival instinct.besides wont it be so much more fun to have a better life than when you were with her.?

Answer 8

At least you want to get better. Me, I just keep wishing I would go through with my suicide cause it seems so much more exciting than having to fight for disability benefits.

Answer 9

i don't know you but i have hope that tomorrow will get here quicker then you think just believe in yourself i know that you will get help soon if you want you can email me at [e-mail]
i'm there for you i cutted myself 3 days ago and yesterday i told my doctor and she helped me and now i feel so much better

remember that there are people that really care about you :)

Answer 10

Suicide is a cop out and it is lame to even think about killing yourself. The best way to get over your GF is to get another one. Do not be a coward and kill yourself that is the easy thing to do.

Answer 11

oh, please don't do that. you need to start to think of happier times and take one day at a time, this is so sad, just think how your family would feel. you can always call a hot line for help. you need not to be alone at a time like this. I have a good friend that lost her husband in a car accident, she was hurt terribly and she keeps going. things will get better, but you need to be strong. try to pray to GOD. please don't hurt yourself,Please!