I am completely emotionless to almost everything and I feel really hollow inside. I’ve been in relationships with girls but I still felt empty and I am only really happy when I’m alone. I can't love anyone. I also talk and answer myself, with different tones and attitudes. It seems like I have three completely different personalities.
1. I’m strong confident, do things for myself and others, and am very masculine. I am usually like this when I am around my friends and peers.
2. Demented, I see humanity as a plague a waste of space and I often dream of creating a different world away from everyone. I think really far out of the box. I am like this when I’m alone.
3. Very feminine, spoiled and can’t seem to do anything for myself. I also think I am in love with my first personality. I fantasize about being a girl. I think the world is too much and usually suicidal but I always talk myself out of it (literally) It randomly happens when I’m alone.
2007-02-17 17:05:50 · 6 answers · asked by Reload 4 in Health ➔ Mental Health
I got freaked out after I tried Salvia Divinorum (a legal drug) with a few friends and my personalities ran into each other and I had a seizure because I couldn’t handle all the different emotions and thoughts surging through my brain. My friends were all ok.
What do you think is wrong with me?
2007-02-17 17:06:07 · update #1
It sounds to me like you have Narcassistic Personality Disorder. You become numb to emotion as a defense mechanism, and instead only love yourself becuse you know you can not get hurt that way. I agree that you should check out a phsychiatrist. I feel the same way, without the multiple personalities, and this is what the dr. diagnosed me with. Though it may also be possible you have dissociative personality disorder, often mistakenly thought of as schizophrenia. Check out wikipedia and look them up, see which sounds more like you. If it is NPD you will probably be put on Wellbutrin. It doesn't work, at least not for me though.
2007-02-17 17:37:26 · answer #1 · answered by Anonymous · 1⤊ 0⤋
If you are suicidal, you need to see a mental health professional as soon as possible. You may have a physical problem that is causes these mental problems. Herbs do not act the same way on all of us. Please don't take anything until you see a doctor. A seizure sounds more like a physical rather than a mental problem thought is may have the herb that caused the seizure.
Good luck to you; there is help out there for you.
2007-02-17 21:11:43 · answer #2 · answered by Patti C 7 · 0⤊ 0⤋
It's not really a good idea to get medical help off the internet, because we aren't doctors.
But I suggest for the next 2-3weeks you take a diary of your emotions. You may have to take 3 because of your different personalities.
Make a doctors appointment after the 2-3weeks. Take your diary and explain how you feel to him/her. Your doctor probably would ask you to take a diary anyway.
Please don't take this drug again, I know it's legal but it can still have negitive side effects.
Good luck
2007-02-17 19:58:08 · answer #3 · answered by ★☆✿❀ 7 · 1⤊ 0⤋
ethier you are a weird unique person, like no one else, a true lonely, emotional free star or you need to see a doctor for help.
or both
2007-02-18 06:05:53 · answer #4 · answered by Mrs E Cullen 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
I suggest you seriously think about contacting someone for psychological evaluation, as soon as possible.
2007-02-17 17:10:11 · answer #5 · answered by MadforMAC 7 · 0⤊ 0⤋
I am not trying to be so please don't take it the wrong way but you need some serious help. Call your doctor or the hospital or someone at your school. But you needs some help fast before you do something stupid. Please fo talk to someone.
2007-02-17 17:12:36 · answer #6 · answered by cboyce 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋