why am i so sarcastic...why can't i stop hurting others with my wit..?

Question

even when i know it hurts me more after i have done it.

yes.....i am releasing my own fears. social conditions which have been brought to me from the social realms.

i am so sorry if any of you hurt because of my wit.

i know sorrow ... which you know now that i know.

there are some realizations which peck at the mind of fear which persist moreso while even their own love be present.

hold that love.....for tho' my fear be great of ten ...
my love equal my fear more so.

and my love is for you.

but you must know the fears of a man which see waste in the air of mind .... which is fear ... confused in all.

in other words.....i love you but know the fears which are held by many.

and i hear them speak their fears by you.

and this i need to love a way which disperses with the confusion of fear.

this is why i speak such yucky candour ... when you listen there.

i hurt.

and it is not your fault. but it is my own responsibilities to results of ideas moveing.

it is like to trying to right a vessel at sea or vehicle on icy roads.

the sharp turns and high winded wave perilize a mind.

i hope you are not affected by my cutting my self. which is what i am doing ... opening my own vessel or being opened ...

by the crashing of the waves or pole on my door.

twisted.....aye.......hold me close and straight.......or leave me to die with your love.

***vengeance you say. is vengeance in the eye of the llama as it spits to the tiger which pursue it.?...no. and i know the heart of that llama quicken in the beat of its' heart. i call that love.....chasing a way the fear.

and when the llama make it home...if the llama make it home. his/her love for the tiger is rewarded........in the rest of his heart.

thank you for your own response. i wish you well

*** mr.rickles is the master ... i am the student. and a student with great love and respect for mr.rickles. now there is a guy i would love to be ridiculed by.

***yes .. so do i find it annoying and many of those other items you choose to respond with. which is why i dislike myself after the facts. it is all true. relatively true. ... but such is relationship. all relatively true.

i consciously love to seal these wounds.

i believe some have healed in words of love gifted by wounds less repulsive. i would urge any whom feel gratitude in words bringing pain to others to love all next to them upon realizing their own fears have been accepted.

being able to hurt one self and others is not respected by some who elect to conceal with vanity and i seem to reach to them and have missed.

ever i try to love they whom hurt and hide.

ever......since the day i died.

...bye bye ms. american pie

i drove my chevy to the levy

but the levy was dry

while good ol' boys were drinking whisky and rye

singin.........


this'll be the day that i die

this'll be the day that i die ...

...you know the one thing about being socially minded and with a personal mind is ..... confusion in ones' own life is inevitable. i suppose it happens in the life of the professional conscious too. and i suppose we of ten for get that.

there is a great price to pay in meeting for social cause and i am now sure that many of ten do not love they enough ... who did and do now give to peace and social harmony. in spite of us who continue to ring bells of fear.

and to them which is you ... i say.

thank you. and this include more so those of you whom have had the greatest responsibilities.

whether judge or lawman...or doc. or nurse secretary.

i have been generous with my criticisms

you have been generous with your patience.

more generous than i could have envisioned.

and i could die now and know ...

that love kept me ... in spite of my own fears.

and this ... i have been wanting to say for a very long time. so it has been a long journey in deed.

so to all

thank you for your patience and kind human sympathies.

i love you all so very much

.......

and from the cradle of my dreams

i looked up and saw a person

a person impenetrable to

my silent love screams.

not the same of two before

when silence spoke to me.

little hand reached out to touch

the crass and muted man

and speak to him ... i love you.

but i in my youth with voice unheard

untrained in speaking love

beat my chest upon failing.

and a man did walk away

from me.

i know not now that i or the man spake

with common silence.

do that man of my auditions

and that lady of gained repose

wait for me to stop and gather

one special rose ..? and cut my hand

eternally singing praises of us alone

in the dark of our memories

left to wonder.

why a child wish to love all is beyond me

and within me

a mystery ...

i have not found out..

and i like the soft and serpetine figure

squirming out of the shell and shaking off its' burden and safety ...

all love being unheard in a cry.

i try

*******

did you write the book of love ..and

do you have faith in god above ..if

the bible tells you so ?

do you believe in rock and roll

can music save your mortal slow

and can you teach me how to dance

real slow ........

mortal soul i say

........a long long time ago

i can still remember
how that music
used to make me smile

and i knew if i had my chance

i could make those people dance

and maybe they'd be happy for a while

but february made me shiver

with every paper i'd deliver

bad news on the doorstep

i couldn't take one more step

i can't remember if i cried

when i read about his widowed bride

but something touched me deep inside

the day ..... the music .. died ......

........a long long time ago

i can still remember
how that music
used to make me smile

and i knew if i had my chance

i could make those people dance

and maybe they'd be happy for a while

but february made me shiver

with every paper i'd deliver

bad news on the doorstep

i couldn't take one more step

i can't remember if i cried

when i read about his widowed bride

but something touched me deep inside

the day ..... the music .. died ......

...

this song by Don McLean i choose to include in my self-response because of its' beauty in various poetic facets.

but i have some reluctance because this song/poetry piece is a cultural creation of mr.mclean which i don't wish to tamper with. but i would like to create a medley of response which will probably include other verses of this piece.

i wish to extend a warm thank you to mr.mclean for this beautiful creation of his for it is a very thoughtfull creation which insights of the personal values of this beautiful and gentle poet. and i admire this man for being able to speak in a manner which is gentle and yet invoke sentiments of a period which contrasts the gentle and crass cultural symbolisms.

i will be selecting several verses from various artists/musicians/writers to create with my own writing to illustrate the development of my own gentle and critical nature.

i hope that this is acceptable for any and all.

.......

.......desperado ..
why don't you come to your senses..?
you've been out ridin' fences
for so long now....oh you're a hard one
i know that you got your reasons
but these things that are pleasin' you
can hurt you somehow. ***theEagles***

...
it may be i will have to resume this in another question.
for today there is no extend time option.
there must be only one extend time option.
and gee...i am going to need more time to write/compile than this.
i will have to treat it another way i guess.

there is no rhyme or reason
for words which follow me
and young'ns have no season
some elder fail to see

the love and hope which heals
their unknown misery.

the cries of little angels
echos voices from the dark
broken hearts mirror mental strangles
open i my breast their park.

leave your selfish madness
compete not with ideas true
see your self in freedom
cease cutting others blue

give them love and love them
giving sickness and in health
the minds of broken hearted
gather where is wealth.

where is wealth in madness..?
listen for the youth..they
echo madness over
and speak it as if truth.

silence is the eldest
confusions unanoint
love is all surround us
n' no poison arrow point

...

yes. it is my reference. thank you.

there is a truth not well understood by humans and certainly not well circulated.

this truth is that whatever your perceptions are ... they are your own. i know when i am sarcastic. i know when i am defensive. i know. and these are not always occasions which others have said. so it should not be perceived that everything i say is of a nature defensive/sarcastic-like. if it serves you to believe that everything said is of a nature defensive/sarcastic by me. it serves you because of what you may/may not realize of the more full truth. so be it. i don't expect any of you to know who i am or what is my experiences or beliefs. on the other hand...each remark made by any of you in response to how i relate ... relates your own non-awareness and purpose to not see/know a more full truth. it is quite common....in fact so very common and accepted by they whom conceal their own fears/purposes to off-set their own person and responsibility by...

by putting down anything and everything spoke as valueless and meaningless. it is the way of they whom are not free. it is the way of they whom are sometime mismanaged by others for to serve this or that purpose and belief.

and yet...so many do not realize it.

listen please. i already know that this place is not safe. i know that because you hide and you deceive and you steal (some of you.) please do not think that you can make someone else bad and your self good by remaining hid and saying "these expressions are of no value because he/she is defensive/sarcastic." ... you would by doing this be showing yourselves to be non-receptive and offensive for reasons which amount to some special self/collective interest.

i may be occasionally witty/defensive/sarcastic and this may hurt some of you because you will not like the truth as i know it. but i am not diminished by your own non-receptivity. if you are hurt...it is because of ideas and truths which you find troublesome. ...

...this is such a clear example of the dynamics of how human relationships create to enclose those of like values and similar purpose and call their selves "accepted" "acceptable" by negative re-enforcement. yes...by forcing/manipulating in various and vicarious manner those who do not exactly think of and feel pertaining to this or that idea.

the world of excommunication and exile is alive and thriving in secret legal/political adversarial community. and i am sure the child(ren) of the undesirable as are perceived by socially accepted political community are not truly of interest to the "accepted" ... except for what interest and purposes are served up for they whom plan/conceal/attack.

your powers are poison politicos. and the children need health. i am quite sure that if you are prepared to poison those whom do not think/feel exactly like you by separation or secret conjections...you would be quite prepared to poison your own children in your non-awarenesses to same. reflect.

...so let me revise the question i should have been extra-carefull to put up.

'how can i share the truth as i know it so that others are not offended..?'

it is not an easy thing to do. not easy whatsoever. and i suppose this is why the philosophers and lawyers and doctors hide their privileges-card and will pose as questioners/respondents within a secret-forum which makes no request that they or they whom are as appendaged to them to show their special educations and rights.

well....so it is. the non-evolution of question and answers forum puts us in a place of equality whereby you are not an especially interested professional or gender-servant where you do not or will not show these....but are human and so have your human right to be confused and non-receptve to human truths.

lets this forum not devolve into the abysmal of some regular political format for within here...we are all equal because you have not the confidence to share what is your special interest. ...

so it must come as something of a strange problematic issue this of being special and with peculiar advantages and not to have them in this place where you are not a woman or a police officer or a prime minister. in this place...all there are ideas...not identities and privileges...not at least which is or will be shown.

ideas....make us all human and the greatest ideas will over-come those ideas which are less than human.

congratulations...this has been a lesson in law/philosophy for all of you. may you be increased by me for this. and myself not decreased.

let us find a place where you can put your poisons and not be regarded as less than human. be well

Answer 1

Would you please repeat the question?

Answer 2

You already know the answer
...hi.

i have the sense that you know the answer to this already but i am going to offer something because it is on my own mind and has been for several years.

first of all the very purpose of this site called Questions and Answers is to serve as a gathering place for the collection and recording of responses and repondents to the purpose of classifying social phenomena...such as 1.)...awareness of an issue by any social demographic. and...2.)...treatments of an issue by any concerned.

you will notice that there is a "report abuse" option provided after each response. this is a type of monitor for guaging how offensive a particular response may be to a respondent.

and although there may not actually be an offense committed it is yet valueable to those whom have it in their powers to effect and/or alter perceptions of a socially sensitive nature. or...to effect perceptions against an individual whom is making expressions which are less acceptable for some or other.

simply....this site is a place of great danger because Big Brother/Big Sister has gained and is holding powers which have been gathered by perceptions similar or different than what may be monitored.

more reason to know that your children are unsafe online....or their families.....since those in the know will secretly defame/deprive one or more which fail to hold and share as valueable what has been socially conditioned or socially acceptable.

on the other hand......we must take some risk....and respond as responsible trying and respectable and civilized citizens. otherwise....young and child will be smothered with badly advised control seeking responses/perceptions maintained for keeping the rich powerful and the poor powerless ...but perspectively....none of health.


be well........consider what is common and valueable in response.....or serve a special interest of more or less personal favour.

Answer 3

youre insecure and very afraid you wont be accepted in society i.e. ur friends,family etc if u dont use sarcasm ... u use sarcasm as a defense mechanism !!maybe u had abad childhood or somethin happened to u thats made u this way !! i guess if u wanna stop doin it when its hurtin someone else u should just stop !! otherwise not only are u bein selfish and mean but also insensitive to someone else's feelings... so get rid of ur fears without usin sarcasm ! once in a while its ok to be but if it becomes a way of life soon ppl are gonna start avoidin u and eventually you're gonna end up alone !

Answer 4

Touching, let me get this tear from my eye. Vut the crap, we both know it so much FUN! And no, you don't give a rat's stinkin' behind if anyone's hurt - or perhaps you HOPE they are all hurt, you sadistic animal, you!
I particularly liked the part when you type evrything lowercase and finish in one glorious "MOVEING." Pure genius.

Answer 5

you really are something. you use sarcasm because you are a loser, and because you know you are a loser and not worth much you try to bring everyone else down to your level.
i suspect that, as such a sarcastic jerk, you are also a bully. most people with your snarky petty stupid little attitude are bullies.
so do us all a favour and go away.
the way you blather on there's probably thousands of q&a folks dying of boredom right this minute.
now ............. be gone with you.

Answer 6

Don Rickles has made a very nice living off being sarcastic

Answer 7

i find overly sarcastic ppl tend to be insecure and lack conversation skills.
they also think they're funny or cool when they're just annoying.
sarcasm gets on my nerves, its ok in moderation, but Americans take it to a whole 'nother level where half the things we say isn't real.

Answer 8

I really don't know, but what ever , damage u have done and problem u have, u can solve it and get rid and over come whatever fear or doubt u have about yourself or someone else.

Answer 9

You may have wit, but you have no rhyme.

Answer 10

...take two asprin and call me in the morning.......

Answer 11

I am not! I don't know why you can't! Thanks for the two points!