is it Ana, Mia or another type of ED?

Question

I know I have an eating disorder of some kind. I excersize OBSESSIVELY and take diet pills, I have tried to throw up but my stomache's too strong. Everytime i look in the mirror, I see a HUGE, fat ugly girl instead of the cute, sized 9 (HUGE, I know) girl everyone says I am
I sometimes lose ALL control over what I eat and how much and I have been known to eat a WHOLE pizza, 3 or 4 two liters of cola a family sized bag of chips and a whole batch of brownies at once but then the next day I'll fast
I've been an obsessive dieter since I was in 3rd grade but I'm not sure what my problem is.. I only have lost 20lbs this summer in 2 months from walking mile after mile *12 + miles a day* w/e I got hungry now a days I excersize obsessively and half fast still half binge like above only now after I binge I wanna kill myself half the time
if you have ANY clue please respond

Answer 1

I'd say ED-NOS. Please please get help before you do permanant damage to yourself. I was anorexic and bulimic and i know how damaging it can be...Good luck!!