I'm having severe suicidal thoughts.?

Question

I have no one to talk to anymore. everyone one in my life is gone or i have detached myself from them. the last two years of my life have been extremely rough and my childhood was practically non existant. I need help so bad, no doctors will get me in for a month even though i said that my depression and anxiety are at the lowest they've ever been.
I am only 21 and feel like I'm dying. I am scared and don't know what to do. I feel very suicidal lately and almost feel like I am going to go out of control and do something even though I don't want to. I think I'm going crazy. what do i do?

Answer 1

ANY FEAR CAN BE TIDE OVER BY SINCERE MEDITATION AND PRAYER

Your prayer is from your heart. Further You must have to understood the fact that God is present in our heart. This can be realised in meditation. Further we are the creation of our own destiny. As per Hindu sacred religion, we carry all good and bad deeds life after life. There is no end unless we pray for unification of self with the divineliness.
Hence there is always a possible way to complete mergence with God in this life by a simple and wonderful meditation

Answer 2

Your probably depressed because something is telling you that this just isn't the way life should be (all the complications and worries) that is true. We are technically animals and have all the same instincts that all other animals have. Our society on the other hand expects allot more from us. Work... taxes... laws... the list of things in our society that go completely against our instincts is endless and can cause you to feel depressed. I'm pretty sure that you’re depressed because you are one of the few who are actually smart enough to realize that living shouldn't be so complex. You’re instincts tell you pretty much one thing... continue life (protect yourself from danger and reproduce) anything more than that is really optional and you should be the one to decide how much of it is important enough to YOU to bother with.
If you were to go have a conversation with somebody who is homeless and begs for money to eat, you would probably find them to be one of the least stressed people you have ever met, because they are only worried about one thing (acquiring food to survive one more day) one day to ward off starvation doesn't sound like a pleasant existence but it really is all our instincts are designed to concern us with.
I wouldn't suggest you go off and live that way but you should at least try to feel like the rest of the decisions you make are because YOU think the action is worth the outcome.
as for the rest of the stuff people you know or society in general expect of you? Forget about it... if they can't understand why what makes you happy is different than what makes them happy... you don't need their approval anyways.
have a good night... your the one that's right, not them. Steven

Answer 3

Annabelle, I don't know you, but I want you to know I love you.

Please call 911 as everyone is saying or go to the hospital immediately. Maybe you are alone and you just need someone with you.

Please don't make a big mistake. You might never know, but maybe somewhere somehow, someone is thinking about you.

I have been in your situation before, everything seemed hopeless, and I was on the verge of suicide, but unlike you, I didn't tell anyone.

I later came to realize how much I meant to some few of the people in my life. Someone might be waiting to show you love, if only you will allow them to get close to you.

Please don't go crazy, when ever you feel that way, try to find other things to keep you occupied, and try to be around people all the time, at least till you get to see a doctor.
I hope I made some sense at least.

There is a purpose for your life and I don't think it has been fulfilled. You came unto this earth for a reason, please dont cut it all short.
The heart and mind, can be both your friend and foe.

Try to meditate and find little simple or seemingly insignificant things in your life that you can be thankful for and you will realize life is worth more than SUICIDE.

The future has a lot in store for you, don't let circumstances or your thoughts rob you of them.

I love you Annabbelle and I hope that I made a little bit of difference to you in terms of this situation you are facing.

And one more thing, if you are a Christian or believe in God, just talk to Him. It needn't be a prayer, you can just say whatever is on your mind to Him, and He can make a difference for you.

Answer 4

Please call 911 and/or a local mental health hospital and tell them you are suicidal. They will admit you for observation for at least 72 hours and will hopefully direct you to the help and guidance you need. They will definitely put you on an emergency regimen of antidepressants, so you should feel some relief from these suicidal thoughts within a few hours.

Please see a qualified therapist to help you thru this rough time in your life. It sounds as if your depression has roots in your past as well as in your neurochemistry. You'll need to get help for all your problems, neurochemical and emotional, if you want to get well and stay well.

Don't give up! There is help out there--just pick up the phone and make the call.

Answer 5

Hello Annabelle,
I just want you to know that life is never as bad as it seems at the time. Depression can be crushing and overwhelming. One of the first symptoms of depressions is detachment from family and friends. Something as simple as a prescription from a doctor can change your whole outlook on life. I have had several family members take their own lives, one was my sister who was 21 years old at the time. She was a wonderful person who had her whole life ahead of her. But one crippling night of depression led her to kill herself. She was generally a happy person, but hid her depression well. I think a lot about what her life would be like now, and I miss her. I am sure that you have somebody that would miss you too. I know that my sister loved me and would of never hurt me, but the pain that was caused was shattering, and even 15 years later I ache for all of the memories that we should of had. I am older than you but I do remember being 21, and what a hard age it is.Trying to find where you fit in in life. But you can also be excited about your future. But first with a little help from a doctor. Please go to the hospital now. You wont have to wait a month and they can get you set up on any meds that you may need. Please remember that tomorrow is another day. You are not crazy, but you have realized that your sadness is not "normal" sadness, but it can be treated and overcome. And please love yourself, you are worth it.

Answer 6

i developed clinical depression at nearly the same age as you, 15. brought on by similar circumstances you face today: loss of a loved one, feelings of uselessness, no friends; that year was the most difficult year of my life. i'm 19 now and still face my depression day in and day out; it's a struggle. i've yet to take medication, although i really want to, i just haven't done it yet, but i believe you should seriously look into taking anti-depressant medication to help you, as well as counseling. you're very young though, despite the loss of your friend and your current situation with friends, life changes, it can change for the better. grieve, but do not wallow; you only have one life, do not waste it. when one takes their life, they not only take it from themselves, but from everyone else. i know pain and loneliness and despair, so do many other people, talk to them, it will surely help. good luck.

Answer 7

You are on the computer and connected to the world in that way. Now, connect in another way--get on the phone and call 911. If you can't make yourself do that, then call a friend. Even if you have neglected them, there are still people who would want to help. You can get better, but not if you aren't here.

Answer 8

Dear Annabelle, You can talk to me. I don't know where you live so I don't know what the policies and services are like in your state. Take yourself to the police station, or You can check yourself into a mental hospital, saying that you want to kill yourself, and after that, you will then be able to have immediate services available. Depressed people have a tendancy to isolate.

Answer 9

I totally agree with some of the answers. If you really as bad as you described, call 911 and tell them you can't trust yourself you think you will commit suicide. They will help you to get to a hospital.

Answer 10

I understand how weary u are from ur experiences. But things are not permanent and you have the power to change ur own life. You may wanna talk to samatarians in ur area - there should be a hotline where u can call and tell them about ur situation. They will listen to you.