I know im in depression. And I don't need people to tell me that again.
I thought I had actually done something rite. But I didn't.
I thought I could write poetry. My friends all were like
"HOLY CRAP THATS GOOD!'
So.
And then I just got rejected by people on yahoo that my poems suck really bad and they said not to write ne more.
Okay I suck. Im not happy about it but i really can't do much rite.
Ive played the piano for...years. 8 years.
And What if im not even that good either?
Im not that old.
Not into highskool yet.
But I thought i was good up until yesterday. When I was rejected by so many people...
I write songs. Not words (ne more) Just music.
What if thats bad too?
I know you can't hear it. Because.. yea. This is a comuter, and i have no files online.
But I just want to know that Im good at something.
The guy im in love with thinks im a weirdo and he hates me.
We were best friends last year.
I dont know what to do. Im lost.
2007-02-15 08:05:51 · 9 answers · asked by Anonymous in Health ➔ Mental Health
aunestly sometimes the only word that helps-just a litle bit- is **** THAT TOTALY SUCKS.
sometimes i find that is the only thing that brings me comfort.
2007-02-16 09:17:39 · answer #1 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
That is the first step to recovery, realizing that you are in depression. From my point of view you are in charge of how you feel. If you just try to smile and think of a moment that made you sincerely happy, you will be happy even if just for a moment. Think about something else. Have compplete silence and take long deep breaths when you try to fall asleep, pretend that your breath is the sound of the ocean and you are in control. Try to feel light in your head by letting all feelings go and think of something or nothing just you. If you are good at something then keep it up. Who really cares what other people think? I know I don't. I am my own person. I do what I think is best for me and if it involved poetry and music then good for me! This is my dream and if you don't like it tough. I am who I want to be. And that is true and remember that you are in charge of the way that you feel.
2007-02-16 04:46:15 · answer #2 · answered by godblessamerica_911 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
The things that I like to do, like when you write poetry, I just do for my own enjoyment whether others like it or not. You don't have to have their approval to be proud of what you do.
It takes awhile to find out what you're best at. Tomorrow you may decide you want to be something else and succeed at it. Even famous authors got rejection slips when they started out--- sometimes a lot of them, but they kept sending manuscripts out anyway, until someone approved and published it. So don't quit now!
As far as the guy---when I was a teenager, my Mom told me I would probably be in love a dozen times before I found the right person. She was right, but it didn't feel like it at the time. Just be friends with him again.
2007-02-15 08:34:17 · answer #3 · answered by BlueJay 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Why would you let these people spoil your dreams? What's poetry to some is garbage to others. It depends on who's reading it. Just reading your post, I can see that you need to work on your grammar. Your punctuation is lacking, which means your work may not be taken seriously.
Invest in your writing. Buy yourself a book on English grammar. You also need a thesaurus and a book on style. If you really want to write, keep these tools by your side. Otherwise, don't worry about what others think. You're young. Work on your craft and perfect your writing skills. And If your boyfriend isn't supportive, drop him and find someone else--someone who at least has similar interests.
2007-02-15 08:30:05 · answer #4 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
This may sound trite, but honestly- don't let anyone stop you! You are too young to be giving up already!
Some people might tell you your poems aren't any good, only to steal your ideas, modify them slightly, then profit from them!
Who cares what these Yahoos think, anyway?
Poetry is all a matter of opinion.
Show your ideas to someone who might actually help you profit ffrom them instead! Like a teacher, or your church music leader.
2007-02-15 08:19:25 · answer #5 · answered by shadowgirl777 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Let me tell you something important. . .YOU ARE IMPORTANT! Who cares what the people on Yahoo! Answers think? I mean, come on? Your friends think your poetry is awesome. . .so IT IS! Let me tell you something else, if that guy doesn't like you, then too bad for him. . .When you become rich and famous because of your musical talents and poetry, don't take him back. . .but remember me, okay? Good luck, and remember, don't let anyone else get you down. Tomorrow is tomorrow, and do something with it!
2007-02-15 08:16:16 · answer #6 · answered by angel_of_the_united_states 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
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2016-10-02 05:01:20 · answer #7 · answered by ? 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
please be honest with your parents. this is no time to try to overcome this alone. you are so young. in the meantime, try to stay busy. writing sad songs and sad poetry right now seems to be worsening your mood. do you have a little brother/sister. write about their facial expressions and how you feel toward babies in general. this will be funny and lightened your load.
scream out loud. do it. you will end up laughing so hard.
2007-02-15 08:42:48 · answer #8 · answered by REALLY 5 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Here http://wiz.sc/0UW2Ap is a good article i found about depression with treatments etc, should help you.
2007-02-18 15:53:09 · answer #9 · answered by gooner1212 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋