Please help, all christions?

Question

I'm about to leave god, I did everything he told me to do , I spred the word, I got my two best friend's saved, but I feel I dont want to live anymore, I asked him into my heart , will I go to hell or heaven , and all the time I ask god to take me home, cause I'm so unhappry here, the only reason I want to live is my cat and boyfriend, but my boyfriend, doesnt have time for me anymore. Need advice and prayer, god bless

I feel that I'm not worth to live, I feel like a loser.

I hate my family , and how the way I'am

I tryed drinking and drugs , but nothing works,I'am just so unhappy.

Answer 1

It looks to me as if you are deeply depressed ! Words may not be enough, and I suggest very strongly that you go to see a psychiatrist immediately, so that he can stabilize you. Then we can talk again!

Answer 2

Hey, six percent of the people you gave answers to said you were the best. My "Best" rating is higher, (49%) but I go back and vote for myself if the original asker doesn't bother to rate the answers. The fact I can do that so often tells me most people don't take YA seriously. That in turn means you should probably seek help from your minister, or a high school counselor (if you are in HS) or a college counselor or a suicide prevention hot line, not from the people here.

You do not type accurately under stress and your boyfriend is on the verge of breaking up with you. That does not mean you are worthless. It sounds like you are pretty normal to me. Most people are miserable when they are 16 - 26. I maintain a web site for my high school class. 75% of my classmates (we are all 57 - 59 now) have told me they were miserable in high school and the first few years afterwards. They grew out of it. You will too, if you give yourself a chance.

Answer 3

It seems like you have a very kind heart and a desire to help people. Reaching out and helping others will help to relieve your depression. You probably already know in your heart that you can be of so much help to others. You feel so much. That is a gift. It can feel like a curse....but it truly is a gift.

Please don't put so much pressure on yourself. I do not believe God is hovering over you waiting for you to do or say just the right thing every moment. Your whole life is a learning and growing experience. He's in it for the long-term and cares about your heart above all else.

My prayers are with you. Please take care of yourself and speak to someone about what you're going through. Someone who is objective and who you believe to have a genuine heart. It could make all the difference in the world.

Take care ~

Answer 4

What on earth would make you think God would want you to have a perfect life? God would want you to LEARN. You can't learn if everything is easy.

You cannot just up an leave because it isn't working out exactly how you want it to. You have to make your life happen, not wait around for something to come along or for God to make it all better. That isn't how it works.

Every single person on this planet is "worthy" of being here, or they wouldn't be here. You have much to experience. Don't let the time when you have to learn the hard way keep you down.

The asnwers to all your questions can be found within. Start looking inside yourself.

Answer 5

There is so much more to life than your dog, your cat, and especially your boyfriend. God has a purpose and a plan for your life. Think about it,He knows your deepest thoughts, your deepest desires and truly only He can fill them. Have you asked God," What is it that you have created me for?" He will tell you. He loves you so much, beyond what you can even emagine. Only He can fill this void that you have inside. Pray and ask God to fill you up. There has been many times that I have felt hopeless, and spiritually dry. I usually crank up intense worship music, and just ask the Lord to fill me. He always has. He will never leave you. A real awesome worship leader that I listen to is Jason Upton. You can easily look him up on the internet. Trust me it's worth it. His music is so anointed:) Don't give up there will always be triles and tribulations, but we can overcome those things that come against us daily, not by our strength but only through Jesus. When we are weak.....He is strong. I'll be praying for you.

Answer 6

Well you said you asked God over and over to take you home, and you haven't died. That means that God knows you're not ready to come home yet. He has a greater purpose for you and he needs you on Earth. If He thought you were finished on Earth, than he would take you back home. But He hasn't and that's enough to make life worth living. I think to myself every day, I must be worth something if I'm still here. Life is a great thing and you should live it to the fulluest. Life can be wonderful but it's up to YOU to make it wonderful!! Remeber, you only live on this Earth once, why not make it great!!

Answer 7

Well, I believe the problem is that you are thinking so negative. I think you should sit down, read the bible, and ask yourself: Am I doing everything that God ask me to and am I'm doing anything that displease God? The best way you can get his love is to pray, read the bible, and thank God not only because He can do stuff for you, but also because he is God. If you want any more advice from me, please email me.

Answer 8

Sometimes I feel the way you do. When the struggle seems to outweigh anything and everything I feel. But you know I've come to realize so much we take for granted are truly blessings. If I were to give in to that fate I would disappoint my daughters hearts like nothing else could. Think about the ones you would leave behind what kind of effect it would have on them. And think about your future, I know you are struggling now trying to make sense of things, but you have a future, trust me, you really do. Try and fill your life with things you enjoy and concentrate on you, I don't mean leave your bf out of things, but concentrate on things that make you happy and fill your time with them. We have to have our own identity, to find our purpose, and sometimes all the heartache and downtimes are part of the our own journey. Life isnt easy it is filled with struggle but I can tell you this much, the harder I've seen people struggle, the more God has prepared for them. He tests us with our trials and it's up to us how we come out of them. We are suppose to rely on him, and his mercy. His grace is sufficient to see us through any storm, so if you're feeling this way, just draw closer to him, don't pull away. That's easier said than done, I know, but it will make you stronger in both faith and love for God. Please if you are filled with thoughts that you cannot control and they are taking over your thinking, talk to someone. Don't hold all that in...

Answer 9

You are not the only Christian who ever felt they wanted to go home RIGHT NOW! Me included. But, God has plans for you. He never said it would be easy and He never said He would put our lives in a nice pretty package either. You should really get on your knees and ask Him for guidance. And then truly listen. Remember sometimes He tells us to do things that we may not want to, or that seem scary for us or even painful. But, God knows His purpose and plans for you and He is in control. It seems to me that you have stopped believing He is in control. Maybe because life hasn't turned out the way YOU thought it should. But, remember God says, My ways are not your ways and my thoughts are not your thoughts. You should try the website

www.troubledwith.com I hope you find it helpful

Answer 10

Seek a church imeadeatly. Don't just pray to God when your in need of something. Have a relationship with him, think of him as a father. Talk to your pastor about these feelings. Do not under any circumstance ever take your own life. YOU ARE LOVED.

Answer 11

You're going through a rough patch. Don't depend on the boyfriend or anyone else. Talk to your parents. Make a doctor's appointment and ask for help. If you're on medication, call your doctor; it may be causing your distress. Or ask a church to direct you to counselling.

Do this now!

And don't turn your back on God.