now that i have wasted my life - how can i end it painlessly without hurting anyone else?

Question

i don't remember ever agreeing to this sort of sick indoctrination - what an evil, disgusting world
i want out

Answer 1

You can always get an office job. There you can slowly waste away and no one will even notice!

Answer 2

Whenever someone contemplates taking their own life, it really means that you want help, not out. Thinking about who and what you are leaving to deal with your stuff may help you change your mind. There is NO way you can commit suicide without hurting anyone. That's impossible. Nothing is worth dying for. Nothing. I've had a bad life, but it's in the past. All you can do is start from today and make better memories. When I used to get in that black hole that you are in now, I would think of my Mom's face. Knowing I could never hurt her intentionally is what kept me waking up every day. Put someones face in your mind, and keep thinking of what your death would do to that person, whether it be a parent, a child, a friend, or some other loved one.
Taking your own life is not a legacy you want to leave behind. Do you want your memory to be thought of as "tragic" and "oh, they committed suicide - poor family.." or "selfish sod!! How could they?".
If you think you've wasted your life, sit down, take a piece of paper and pen, and think about ONLY the good things that you've done, not the bad etc. Just the good. If you end up with even ONE thing on that paper, then you simply cannot commit suicide as you're not done what you're supposed to be doing. God decides when we live and when we die, and I'm not a Holy Roller or a bible thumper, but that is what I believe. If everyone that was hurting killed themselves, we wouldn't be left with much, would we?
Please reconsider this, life is what you make it. You can make it good, if you want, regardless of what has happened to you.
God Bless you!

Answer 3

Wow ...... I feel sorry for you:( Why do you hate the world so much??? Sounds like you really need someone to talk with. You sound very angry at the world. Sounds like some things have not went the way that you have planned. I hope that you will get some help!! The answer is not to take your own life. I am sure there are people that would really miss :( you!! Just think about what you will do those around you that have to put in the ground!

Find a person that you can trust in.... & talk with them!! Tell them all the things you are so angry at & maybe they can help you overcome the anger that you feel!!

I really hope that you find that someone!! They are out there!!!

Remember sometimes people get a second change in life!!

I really wish you lots of love & luck!! Don't take your own life you are better than that!!!

Answer 4

So long as you are alive, you have not wasted your life completely. You can not end your life without hurting others. The people that love you will be severely affected by such a loss. You might consider getting some couseling and talking to a proffesional about why you feel this way. If no one else loves you, I do simply because we are both human beings. I hope this helps.

Answer 5

I suggest you see a psychiatrist straight away.For the last two years i have suffered with severe depression,in 2004 & 2005 i attempted to end my life,the worst possible thing i could have done.You will not be able to do this without hurting someone,think of your family & friends.I know how you feel & at the time i did not think of how i would hurt anyone but when friends came to see me in hospital i was shocked at how upset they were & that made me feel guilty.Think of the things you want to do in life & try to act on them.I never thought i would go back to work but now after two years i am glad i'm now back,it has lifted my spirits & i am a lot closer to my friends.Please seek help now,go to your G.P & say how you are feeling,talk to a psychiatrist or psychotherapist & they will help you to change your way of thinking,go out more & see friends as often as possible,believe me it helps.

Answer 6

There is no way to end your life without hurting others in your life. I recommend speaking to someone about your pain. There are treatments to help you feel better about yourself/situation. If you are truly suicidal, you are most likely depressed and could benefit from medications and/or psychotherapy (talk). I struggled with depression/anxiety/SI for years (still do) and attempted suicide several times. The pain it caused my family and friends still causes me guilt and pain (it has been alomst 10 years since my last attempt). To see my father cry at his helplessness in "fixing" my pain/situation is still embedded in my mind. I can only imagine what my parents were feeling the times they got the phone calls from the hospital and had to travel across states to get to me, no knowing what was happening. NO- there is no way to not harm others. But, the pain you are suffering yourself can be dealt with too- with the proper help. Call a crisis line, a dr., a hospital- there are resources to help. And if you are already in therapy/treatment for depression/mental illness- contact your dr. immediately and tell them what you are feeling/thinking. Good luck to you.

Answer 7

hey man , death is not the answer to anything , dont think like this better get some psychiatric help , and plz nobody answer this idiotic question , he doesnt know what he is talking abt , these r just phases of life man , we all have such thoughts , beleive me u will get out of this phase , be happy and enjoy the life the lord has given u ! good luck !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Answer 8

No, you don't, you just think that you do right now. Everything will blow over, just pretend nothing happened. Maybe it won't be so bad, you're just overreacting. :)

Answer 9

try getting some help from a psychologist first

Answer 10

You have NOT wasted your life!!! You can always serve as a bad example.