i like this guy but how do i make sure i dont screw it up again?

Question

i always have so much fun with my friends and i love having fun, but whe it comes to guys that i like, for some reason i feel boring.
its not that theyr boring, but IM boring.
i literally bore myself

i cant think of anything to say and i always feel awkward
and i try to do that thing where you make yourself think you dont reallyyy like them so that its easier to talk to them
because thats why i have so many guy friends
but i dont want that with him i want more
except when im with him, and any guy i like in general, i cant just be myself.
its so frusterating and i want them to know im really not like that!

ok i dont really know what im asking anymore
just, how do i make it turn into something before it becomes a friendship type thing and it doesnt seem like im coming off to strong or something

Answer 1

do you know that is so funny i am exactly like that with other people i have made up a name for it and it is over thinking we over think in our heads we thing what am i going to say or man i must be so boring to these people you constantly think bad about your self you may not realise it but but it is a confidence thing
how i get through it is try and breath and relax and just remember he is not going to judge you he more than likely loves you and most of it is the way you think you may not realise it but he doesn't even notice and as for you i think you need to chill out and stop being so hard on your self when you don't beet your self up about it you will find that life is much easier i did

Answer 2

Find a long haired guy.

Answer 3

Find someone else!

Answer 4

Just be yourself, you don't want to be somebody you're not.

Answer 5

My personal thought.....