One week ago tomorrow I felt that pain. The worst feeling in the world when my boyfriend at the time told me that he never like me. A month and a half of lies. One big lie. Great! I just sat there in his computer chair for like 15 minutes (exaggeration) staring at the wall. I didn't know if what I heard and what he said were the exact same thing. It hurt so much. I didn't want to cry cause get this I didn't want to make him feel bad. I'm way too nice. I just can't take it. I want to yell at him. I want to make him feel the way I felt but I could never do that to anyone. He said he likes me as a person and cares about me.....jeeez that makes me feel a lot better. It just sucks. I hate this feeling. I hate memories. I hate thinking. I hate it. I've never felt worse in my life. Atleast it doesn't seem like it. It just sucks. I can't believe he could do something like that to me. I hope he never feels the way I felt then and how i feel now.
2007-02-09
14:54:25
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He said sorry, and he actually cried but i'm not sure if that was just an act or not. The look in his eyes it looked sincere. So idk. I told him it was ok and i was like still friends? he said yeah if you want to be. I want him in my life but I just can't get over that. Yeah he hurt me more than he will ever know but he still means something to me. I just feel like crap right now and it sucks.
2007-02-09
15:12:22 ·
update #1