Christians- Do you feel unwanted in this wrold like I do?

Question

Christians, I long to go home to Heaven because Heaven is my home and earth is not and never has been. Were you rejected as a child like me? My dad was physically and emotional abusive for years to me, and almost killed me many times. He blinded my right eye, and thanks to the grace of God he gave me my sight back to perfect sight. School for me was a nightmare, as the kids almost killed me too. Not all of them. If they did I would probally have been in Heaven now.My friends do not see me anymore because i have become a Christian, and I have not seen them for years.I know for a fact if it was not for Jesus, I would have been dead.I know God will take vengance on those who have hurt me because God said vengence is mine said the Lord and I will repay.My Childrens dads were very abusive, and one of them as I have 4 children to 2, tried to choke me to death, while he was drunk. He is an atheist, and I know unless he excepts Christ he will end up in Hell. That is vengence from my loving God

I never fitted in anywhere because of my personality that is different to anybodys. Everybody is different. God is hte one who has loved me from the get go when other people wanted me dead. I remember as a 5 year old going to school with black eyes and told to tell the teacher that I banged into a wall if asked. So Christians I so long to go home, as this world is depressing me, as i do suffer from it. How do you feel Christians in this world? I know if other people went through half of what I had gone though they would have been dead for sure. Are you homesick Christians? Jesus is coming very, very very soon you know, and the way this world is going it will be much sooner than you relise.

Answer 1

I'm not christian, sorry

Answer 2

never fitted in anywhere because of my personality that is different to anybodys. Everybody is different. God is hte one who has loved me from the get go when other people wanted me dead. I remember as a 5 year old going to school with black eyes and told to tell the teacher that I banged into a wall if asked. So Christians I so long to go home, as this world is depressing me, as i do suffer from it. How do you feel Christians in this world? I know if other people went through half of what I had gone though they would have been dead for sure. Are you homesick Christians? Jesus is coming very, very very soon you know, and the way this world is going it will be much sooner than you relise.

Answer 3

i'm anxious and uneasy around them, commonly. The ''born-agains'' have a manner of bobbing up me sense very uncomfortable. there are various in those communities who've an exceedingly elitist way of questioning (''no actual Christian might ever try this or have faith that, or make a mistake''), and that's in all possibility what does it for me. Mulereiner and Crusader furnish suitable examples of this with their solutions. i will guess $50 they do no longer have faith that the Eucharist is the literal physique and blood of Jesus Christ, yet it relatively is precisely what the Bible says. nevertheless, i'm no longer a ''actual Christian'' to them as a results of fact it relatively is what i've got faith. i do no longer basically like the way such different fundamentalist communities are so wrapped up in politics, nor am I a Zionist who needs to ''hurry God up'' whilst it is composed of Biblical prophecy. this form of outlook makes me anxious for the way forward for the entire globe. yet to be honest, the leaders of fundamentalist communities are doing a lot to help human beings lead extra effective lives. they help their congregants with habit, moneyhandling issues, and all way of different ''living issues'' extra advantageous than different different communities i've got observed. it relatively is the place we reasonable kinds ought to in all possibility stand to take notes. i think that any one who considers himself to be extra effective than yet another for the effortless actuality that he's Christian hurts Christianity. I additionally sense that ''hellfire and brimstone'' preaching does the comparable, yet those messages and attitudes ought to come from any member of any Christian denomination. Peace, Drew

Answer 4

it must be something about australia
all my life i have felt rejected ,whilst my dad wasnt abusive he also was allways at work ,we moved every year ,dad died very young
i since found out he allways was made to feel a foreigner , so we would move on hoping to be welcome in the next town i guess,
to maker a long story short i think aussies are just like that
some go home and take thier frustrations out on thier kids other just keep moving
i feel much as you do about the after being
i knew there could be no god till 1996 then left and found god in a flower
as by then the kids had grown up and i was free to see a bit of these lands
scince then i have found many of us ,amoung the homless and aborigonals ammoung the hippies even the miners and farmers cops even
i dont seek vengence however .
on who
for what ,i just thank god i found god and knowing something way better comes in time ,thiscallows me to ignore the pain deliberatly inflicted by a qld dentist on what he though to be an abo and many other pains inflicted by people self absorbed by thier own pains
i note one in 4 people were molestered as children
though when i was on the road every 2 de one admitted it done to them
but we can live in the past or see those who hurt us were most likly hurt themselves
thats all they know
forgive then lord they know not any different .
its about being able to trust god and love jesus who taught so much to me in prison about our father
who loves us and our abusers,
there can be vengence if we want it but we have to go to hell to do it
this land of oz is hell and if i have to forgive and forget to get to heaven thats what im trying to do
forgive them you are so young
enjoy this better day ,now
forget all the past im getting the tooth aches back now
i gave it to god but now i have laid my burden before man i get my just deserts
stay strong

god bless

Answer 5

*>eanne, get a life and grow up. You are not the only one who was abused growing up. I had my mother try and kill me many times. I searched for God in may churches, Baptist, pentecostal, Onenessd, Jehovah's witness Missionary Baptist, Methodist, and I finally stayed in the churches of christ 25 plus years.

I to was hated by classmates growing up and at one time i was like you, very misreable and wanting to die and go to heaven. But I had the sense to go to therapists and get help for my deprsssion and delusions. I heard voices also, and saw visions, but as a Christian who beleived that the bible was the only word of God, I tested those visions and dreams using the bible and found they did not agree with sxcripture, so I knew it was not from God and took the advise of my doctors.

I have faced death many times in my life and you are rude and selfish to declare that anyone else to face what you faced would have died. I can tell by your posts and questions that you desire death.

Here is what helped me and you can learn form it or keep being misearable. Start looking at the good instead of the bad. Listen to people and try to see yourself as they see you. Stop preaching to people and see behaviours in yourself that cause people to think you are wierd. Start loving and stop hating. Stop judging people and accept them for the important person they are.

If you follow that advice, i garuentee that you will start seeing a difference. Wallowing in self pity and beleiving you are a prophetess of 'God will do nothing but depress you more and more.

Answer 6

Jesus warned us that His followers would be persecuted He said the world didn't know His father and didn't recognize Him and the world won't like us either. But as you said you have a Father who loves you dearly and brothers and sisters in Christ that love you too. Atheists talk about how enlightened they are but their answers sure don't seem to show much compassion for what you have been through in your life. Hang in there and may God bless you and your children.

Answer 7

Don't be upset. This kind of stuff can happen to anyone! I myself am Muslim, and I know that bad things can and do happen to us to! God will find your place in Heaven, for he who serves the Lord shall be rewarded in the after life.

Answer 8

Friend, I know how you feel, not because it happen to me, It did not, But my wife was abused when she was growing up, She has not been abused by me. When I say I know how you feel, I am referring to the part of going home. But let me give you a little advise, I hope you listern. Friend, Let the pass go, You are being tormented by satan of these things. Let that anger go & focus on The coming of the Lord

Answer 9

There so many people that are more pitiful than you are think about the starving kids in African nations. I always ask myself why these kids are poor when Africa have the richest minerals on earth one is diamond.

Answer 10

yes i too long to go home,but we were put here to tell people the good news,1john4:4,you are of God little children and have overcome them;because greater is He that is in you then he that is in the world.i am sorry for the pain that you have indured but just remember God brings good things throu our pain,hold fast,our Redeemer draws near.

Answer 11

The Almighty YHVH set up a system. He sent His “Son” YAHOSHUA to die for the sins of mankind so they would not have to. (They could choose to, but did not have to). Any person who chooses not to allow Yahoshua to take care of their sins, chooses to remain attached to their sins. They thus will wind up in the lake of fire which is YHVH method of cleaning this world, and eliminating sin and sinners. The Creator set aside the Seventh day for rest and worship. Yes that is the day usually called “Saturday”. We are not saved by obedience, we are saved by faith. However we are saved FOR obedience. As He said in John 14:15 (and in many other places) “If you love me, keep my commandments.