never had no desire for life (whats wrong wit me)?

Question

im 26, as far back as i can remember i have never had no desire for life, never wanted to do anything never wanted to be anything, jus dont care about nothing, never had interest in gettin out there and living, no desire for career, life, nice things, i have jus drifted through life with no meaning or purpose, the smallest things have always seemed pointless.

y am i like this y have i never had no passion or y have i never had a purpose, i have never known who i am or wat i am about. y have i never felt alive, y dont i want the normal things in life. nothing seems real to me, i dont wanna do nothing.

i feel dead on the inside, i always been like this, i lost in the world jus going nowhere

i wa at school cause i had to be , went college cause i had to do something, got a load of jobs i hated cause i had to, y dont i give a sh/t bout nothing

lving with me mum and nan, and living as a hermit pretty much got a part time job at night for 4 hours, nothing seems real

Answer 1

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Answer 2

Im not good at this. I hope I could do something or help you in any way with your problem. I think your not the only one who feels like that. Sometime all of us do, at some stage. Where you feel like your alone, nobody out there who really cares, nobody listen, no where to go, no place to seek help cos there's no one who could actually help. Wondering what your here for. Wondering what the purpose of life. I guess you just need to start figure out who you really are, what is it that you really like doing etc. Maybe you can try or start doing things that is different that you have never done before, who knows you might like it. Just try few different things. And see how it goes from there. You never know. You might find something that you like and have passion for. Good luck!

Answer 3

Oh baby you need help and lots of it.
It sounds to me like you are depressed and should see a doctor who can maybe give you a prescription of anti-depressants.
Have you spoke to your family about this??
If you try talking to them they may be able to help but overall I think the doctor will be able to help you more.

Once you start to feel better force your self to get out there and meet new people even if you feel like there is no point just tell your self you will find the point eventually.
You never know you might meet a girl and fall in love that should take the dread away from your thoughts.

But seriously Im no doctor but you are cliniclly depressed and you do need help, If you dont go and get it then you are wasting your chance of enjoying your life and living it to the full, not everyone gets that chance, tell your self how lucky you are to be alive,
Good luck I hope you get things sorted. xx

Answer 4

Don't stress about it, loads of us go through life bored, empty and dissatisfied, you either kill yourself or you just plod on in the hope that something one day clicks.
Maybe try to think about what you do like, because everyone does like something - even if it's just sleeping.
Just be grateful that, wherever you live, you are not doing something appaling to get enough food to get through to the next day. At least you have time to indulge in ennui. Try getting an insanely busy and exhausting job to take your mind off things. I did, and now I'm a teacher I have no time for self pity. I have put myself in a position where I have to step up because people rely on me and I have to do the job well.
I hope I don't sound unsympathetic because that is not my intention.
Another thing to consider - do you suffer from depression? I did for years and it blighted my life, I sounded a lot like you.
I hope you get some advice that will help. Good luck my miserable friend.

Answer 5

In gospel principles' class, We live IN this world
We are not of the world. The drama and harshness of the 'mainstream' would leave one
feeling empty.Defensive actually,Does it seem like you have been here for a very long time?
Like this ball of dirt is not your home?Listen to some music.In Disney's animated 'Hercules'..Lyrics,I have often dreamed of a far off place.Where a big,warm welcome ,will be waiting for me.The crowds will cheer,when they see my face.I'll be saying"this is where I'm meant to be.I'll find my way.I can go the distance.I'll be there someday.If I can be strong.
I know every mile will be worth my while.I would go most anywhere...To feel like I..belong.I cry so hard when I hear that song! Music and art,really influence most.Do you like science or stories.Is there 'family of origin' Dysfunction,you're suppressing?If your mom/dad withheld tenderness ,affection.Your perception of selfworth/purpose would be at best your description.Animals are very healing.Pirates are good too! ..On the other end of the spectrum.Being an emotional basket case ,is far worse!Feeling follows action.Make a concious effort to smile.God's green earth is full of mountains cliffs ,waterfalls,trees! Play a practical joke! Get on your knees and pray that your father in heaven will send his spirit to be with you.Thank him for your eyes your mind.In advance for the changes ,you are ready for! No good thing will he withold from you! As long as you tolerate it.Its
not going to change!Ask for joy for peace.An uncommon seed ,reaps an uncommon harvest! Search your daily routine,for what will determine the tragedy or the miracle you are making! Bless thy spirit child for thy object and design of existance is joy. I ask this,humbly in Jesus name Amen

Answer 6

it's called depression and im serious about the fact that you really need some help....emotionally.Start writing.It helped me a lot because it helped me figure out who I was and really where my thoughts were coming from.paint, even if you can't.i got drunk with a good friend and we painted in my bathroom at 7 in the morning because we got bored.do crazy things that arent self-destructive.laugh really loud when you are on your cell phone in oublic.make people look at you and wonder.... just live.it's all you can do,but get some help you will be surprised at what a difference it makes....:)

Answer 7

There is nothing wrong with you, we all at one stage or the other wonder what our purpose is in life. Before you can figure out what your purpose is you have to find out who you are. Everybody is diferent, some of us still havent grown up...take time to get to know yourself and the rest will easily follow.Good luck sweety

Answer 8

I'm not religious, but there is a great phrase I heard once...actually I think it comes from Indiana Jones : )

Act like you have faith, and God will grant you faith.

Act like you have a passion for life (i.e. get one) and you might find you come to enjoy it....alternatively spend your life on Yahoo answers and go brain dead..

Oh no...don't go and find yourself...you'll spend the next ten years looking at your belly button...get a life instead...it really is much more fun.

Answer 9

maybe you are suffering from some sort of depression. Here is a great website that may be able to help you. They have lots of different resources even help you find the right doctor in your area if you need it. http://www.beyondblue.org.au

Answer 10

difficult one, but I usually feel like that when there is nobody in my life for whom I care. Being with somebody, you share a part of you and nothing seems pointless because you care.