attention seeking?

Question

Im a high school student who used to get straight A's, now all my grades are steadily going down. When i was younger probably from age 3 all the way to 14 my dad would mentally, emotionally, and physically abuse me. It mean the physical abuse wouldnt be every day, when i was young maybe 2-3 times a month , but I mean the abusive was so bad that i would have bumps on my head where he used to pull my hair,, and i have a permentant indent type thing on my forehead where he grabbed my head and banged it on the wall like 10 times. IT was so bad that I used to pee in my bed and cry all night afterwards. Now I'm in high school, actually living in an apt on my own, my mom realized how much i hated my father, and everything seems to be pouring out of me. worse.To Sum It Up I have Started Smoking Weed,Cigs,drinking,taking diet pills, all during school, i come to school high, off of anything. i thought living on my own would make everything better but it hasnt. i needhelp butidontknowwhereto go

Answer 1

Oh no please stop wat your doing and go to counselling. Ask through the school. U have your whole life in front of u. U could really go somewhere in life. Please consider that u may turn out like your dad if u continue in this course u dont want that do u.