ready to snap?

Question

ok so the last weak was killer my mom and dad broke up my girlfriend dumped me my friends turned my back i got no place to live i hate my self and relie in others make me feel ok i went to a bridge with a rope and climed to the top and put the rope around my neck and thought of jumping but couldent i got down and now i ready to snap at the world ive cryed broke my hand from punching walls im just ready to eng it all what should i do life hate me what can i do

Answer 1

How old are you? If you're still in school I would suggest talking to a school counselor. They can help or at least tell you where you can get help. Have you tried talking to your parents? Just because they broke up doesn't mean they don't love you anymore. They're still there to help you. What ever you do, do NOT kill yourself. Things will get better.

Answer 2

Poor thing, life is tough and you are only human and humans are neither infinately strong, nor are they perfect. You've already done the right thing, you screamed and punched and most of all, you walked away from that bridge. You may not see it this way right now, but you just saved your OWN life.
You can make choices that will make your life better.... these things take time and patients... and the environment needs to be right.
For now, you need to go easy on yourself and take time to heal. Healing is a miracle of human nature - if you take care of yourself, eat properly, sleep properly, the body and mind will heal itself, you will feel the difference every morning that you wake up, until one day, you will wake up and begin to take action.
So, my suggestion is to let everything go, your spirit is overburdened by circumstances that are NOT your fault and not within your control. Breath deeply and spend atleast 3 moments of your day focusing on something positive. Also, give yourself 3 things to look foward to in each day - if there isn't already something planned, then create those three things, whether it be to go for a walk, go to a movie... whatever gives you peace of mind. With time you will heal and you will be stronger because you will learn from your experiences. What at first appeared to be an end for you, is really just a new beginning. Change is tough but that is the beauty of life.

Answer 3

Please go see a counselor. You are obviously desperate and feel like there is no where else to turn. Suicide is not a solution, and I promise you that there is a way out of your misery. Just because you can' t see any light at the end of the tunnel doesn't mean it isn't there. A counselor can offer you support and guidance. And, all of us as human beings need other people in our lives. So, if you have friends talk to them and don't give up, but also don't try to do this on your own. I have been where you are - its a horrible, horrible feeling and sometimes it feels like there is no way out, but there is - you just can't see it right now, but it's there. Counseling can help you find the light at the end of the tunnel. Please, as soon as you wake up in the morning make a call to a mental health professional. Some agencies provide counseling free of charge, especially community counseling agencies. Look in the yellow pages under counseling, social services, or psychotherapists. Please hang in there - you are a worthwhile person even if you don't feel that way.

Answer 4

I don't know if you have ever known to seek spiritual guidance but God word is awesome to read when you are discouraged and in it this word of God will tell you how beautifully made you are and that if you trust in God he will lift you up and open doors that NO Man can close. Trust me I tried this along time ago and have no reason today to feel I need to end it all. Find a small group or individual that you know that reads The Bible and allow them to be a prayer partner with you;.I am praying right now for your spirit to realize you are worth so much and you need to recognize why you were created. Your life can be a living testimonie to someone else...who's hurting. I am so sorry for your pain. It can hurt deeply, but know this that Jesus Christ died for you way before you were even concieved isn't that amazing. He knew all about you, your joys, your sorrows, your pain. Only he can help ease this hurt. Why don't you try him today. You have nothing to loose. You might even find new meaning to your life. I know you will. Trust me.

Answer 5

You should see a psychologist or atleast make an appointment with a Dr. and they can refer you to a specialist. You are under alot of stress and anxiety. There are medications to treat that. You also need to learn how to talk about your anger and frustration and a Dr can do wonders for you. Calm down and do some deep breathing excersizes, it helps to clear the mind. Be safe.

Answer 6

Are you ready to go into the hospital? It would really make you feel better if you go. The doctors will calm you down and let you talk all this out. You can go into any ER and talk to the doctors and they will handle getting you admitted. It's not that bad please make some calls for help.

Answer 7

Believe it or not - things will get better. Suicide is a permanant solution for a temporary problem. Life is not easy! I am sure it must be very difficult for you to see your mom and dad split. Trust me - time will heal.
I think everyone in life experiences difficult times. You need to stay strong and pray to God, he will help you through. I will say a prayer for you tonight.---take care and be strong.

Answer 8

Start here.
http://suicidehotlines.com/
The pain wont last forever. Your life is worth more than you know right now. feel the pain. Its OK to cry or scream about it. Talk to someone. You will get through this.

Answer 9

Go to a doctor asap