Help lost connection with ex?

Question

The kind of love I experienced with my ex was far beyond the physical world in fact we were psychically connected. This was so strange to me that I got scared and out of fear and people pleasing I broke up with him. I have been wrought with guilt ever since. I tried to call him he hung up and e-mailed him to no avail. I thought in the future we could at least be friends despite our past. Just two days ago our psychic connection was broken and I feel so empty and dead inside. That was the last thing I had left to hold on to. I know he's mad and maybe there's a way to make amends. My question is how do I nurse my broken heart and yet not destroy myself over guilt?

What hurts so much about being disconnected is that I dreamt we were married with two kids four years before I met him. Losing him psychically was the final blow. That was my once in a lifetime opportunity. I don't want anybody else. I'm staying abstinate.

Answer 1

Guilt is an emotion that forces ourselves to lose hope and lose trust... but most off all, it brings confusion.

It hurts to see someone you love getting hurt, it hurts even more if you know that you are the one hurting them.

To lose a companion, to lose a love, is a devastating thing and to know that they begin to remove you from their world, takes your pain to another level.

But know that love always brings pain and only time can show you how deep this pain will do, once it has reached deep enough, the pain is constant and does not change... that is the time, when you start to heal again...

We are sometimes so selfish that, we make actions and never thought of the results and as the results take place, sometimes regret and guilt kicks in, but take a step back and see what you have learnt...

Think positive about this, think about what you learnt and what you can do in the future... It's called experience.

Answer 2

10 years is a lengthy time period! Why damage a friendship that lasted that lengthy? If this chum of yours is being like this in route of you, than she both has replaced or wasn't your chum in any respect. the acceptable element to do is merely thoroughly drop her, do not talk to her, and bypass available and meet new human beings. there are countless extra human beings available that ought to replace her.

Answer 3

remember you said ex maybe he wants it this way find someone else get a new job change your life don't live with a regret and waste your live worrying about what could've been life is very short!!!