I just wanted to see if this type of insight could help others who are suffering?
As my feet slap down against the cold wet pavement, and my face drips rain from the storm, an unrelenting need to drink pushes me further. Exact final destination appears unknown , but it's inevitable that the evil inside will again return me to the source of my nightmare. No control, no will of my own, no power had I found that might evict this hell that had infected my body and mind. Self-identity, and all that was once me, had been buried under countless layers of drunkenness, so deep, that any calls for help were merely an echo inside my head.
This living liquid curse, cunning and without conscience, had been absorbed into a body which at one time eagerly welcomed it's unyielding influence. But now, as the onslaught of alcohol turned viciously against the world around me, it was only I being held responsible for it's drunken destruction carried out during my imprisonment.
Those intense fear ridden mornings, when I awoke to find yet another nightmare of alcohol's creation, devilishly constructed from it's own personality the night before. Whether it was the sight of dried blood crusted over both hands, or the unfamiliar surroundings of a place where I shouldn't have been, alcohol knew how to render me frozen with crippling insecurity. Too frightened to reason out a healthy answer as to what was happening to me, a deliberate terror of conscience always reached out and tightly gripped my soul. This devil, disguised and hidden behind my own recently drunken face, knew exactly where I'd run to for help. This was much more then an accident through drink. Alcohol's intent was to survive at all costs, to live and breath it's own existence using me as it's host of choice.
But, now, unaware of this developing transformation, all I wanted to do was calm the terror inside my head. There would be only one place, one exit, one chance to escape into a feeling of normality. Alcohol left nothing to chance, and as it waited patiently for me to return a bottle to my lips, I could almost hear a deep sullen laughter quicken my mobility. I desperately needed to lock myself away into the only security I knew, and to experience that precious freedom, I once again had to ingest my enslaver.
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2007-02-03 05:54:46
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answered by Steve 3
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It gives them a good feeling it will also make them very sick in their liver and their growth as they get older if they keep doing that.
Its not so much about getting caught its hoping that if they do there will be something done about it by their parents.
I hope that you will keep that good head on your shoulders and dont start doing that. There are so many things that make you feel good that dont have to be put inside your body.
I would just keep away from them all together and without it meaning you are a tattle tale, you should tell your parents at least and maybe they can help you to tell your friend's. Believe me they might be mad now but some day, they will thank you.
2007-02-03 03:14:39
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answered by chiara 4
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If you are able to talk to your parents then tell them. You can also tell their parents if that is possible. Drinking at a young age can only get a person in trouble. They can become alcoholics after they become adults.They drink because it makes them look grown up.
2007-02-03 03:24:36
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answered by Nancy M. 4
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Tell them to grow up. that's what I say when my friends drink. I let them know I don't approve and I make sure they understand what I think. Also you should tell someone. I would to that, but my friends parents buy the alcohol for their kids. sad.
2007-02-03 03:15:40
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answered by Anonymous
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Alert their parents. If they are driving or going out, alert the police via 911 by giving a license plate and where they are going. A stint in juvenile detention center will be very sobering.
2007-02-03 03:11:43
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answered by mrjohntesh 3
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Ask them to stop, if that doesn't work go to the parents. If they don't like you because you ratted them out, you don't need them. They were never your friends.
2007-02-03 03:20:17
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answered by GuitarGod2005 3
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NOT TELLING YOU WHAT TO DO , STAY AWAY FROM THEM TYPE OF KIDS , FIND YOUR SELF SOME NEW FRIENDS THAT WILL NOT DO THEM THINGS , CAUSE THEY COULD GET YOU INVOLVED ..DRINKING IS A SERIOUS MATTER , THAT IS CALLED UNDERAGE DRINKING ,THEY COULD GET ARRESTED FOR ..THEY COULD DRAW YOU INTO IT!
2007-02-03 03:17:52
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answered by ? 3
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ummmmm. tell them how you feel about what they are doing. let them know u don't think they should drink...
2007-02-03 03:11:52
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answered by Cutie Pie 1
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tell there moms/dads(don't hang out wit them
2007-02-03 03:17:41
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answered by Rion 1
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Keep away from them they are very stupid.
2007-02-03 03:11:47
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answered by peg42857 4
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