continuation this is part III
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Once i got into middle school i thought things would be different they weren't. I remember boys would make fun of me for being "flat chested" and one boy stood up in front of my ENTIRE ENGLISH CLASS and announced to the class he'd rather go out with a dead dog then date me. It was humiliating!! I went in for surgery in 7th grade and some girls came up to me during gym class and told me they hoped i would die....from surgery and i wouldn't come back. They told me it'd make the world a better place. I think at that point i fell into a depression....That's when i put my foot down and told my mother that i wanted to move. She refused....in 8th grade a girl got SO MANY OF MY FRIENDS against me and i lost many of them due to her. She would tell people when they could see me when they couldn't not to invite me all this mean stuff one of my best friends they had told (this girl is now in drug rehab) Any who in 8th grade i as well had FEW FRIENDS
2007-02-02 14:36:10 · 7 answers · asked by Jackie R 1 in Family & Relationships ➔ Singles & Dating
good few friends is better than just a bunch of losers, dont you think?
2007-02-02 14:39:43 · answer #1 · answered by Jessie 4 · 1⤊ 1⤋
Unless your story becomes more out of the ordinary, I would say that you just have poor coping mechanisms. I had many horrible things happen to me in elementary, middle and high school, but that is nothing compared to "real" adult problems like my mother dying, or a best friend (one of very few) having drug problems. You have to learn to cope honey, don't ask for sympathy, find yourself and become strong, you are 18 move on and seek counseling!
2007-02-02 22:41:34 · answer #2 · answered by I do what I want.. 4 · 1⤊ 0⤋
That happened to me in 6th grade this 2 girls got everyone against thank god I had true friends that didn't belive them and where there for me the whole time...but there were people who did belive them but you know those were not true friends and I'm glad I found out...
xoxo.â¥â¢
2007-02-02 22:43:04 · answer #3 · answered by SHE'S A DANCING QUEEN ! 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
wow...
YOU HAVE REALLY TOUCHED ME! (I will elaborate on that at the end of this but first about YOU)
I feel horrible for you but please know that the best years of your life are ahead. When you go to college (in a few short months), this will have been a distant memory.
Right now you have friends (or dont have friends) because of where you live. If you lived someplace else, there might be a million people just like you! You are in a unique situation to change EVERYTHING when you go to college.
YOU will be able to decide where you live in a few short months. You and you alone.
SO right now, take the energy and get lost in your books and schoolwork. No it is not easy and I am not implying that it is. Trust me when I tell you how different school will be when you are in control of the situation.
NO ONE will know you.
YOu can redefine who you are at that time.
It is awesome because you will have NO history and the people that are there will be there because they want to be in school not becuase 'mommy' or the state made them attend.
COLLEGE Is a whole new world.
No counselor telling you you cant drop a class, you dont like it, you dont go
just that simple.
But you should go, you really have a story to tell.
Imagine how alone you feel right now.
Would you wish this feeling you have right now on ANYONE? Of course not so think that if you ddie, you cant share your experiences with someone else
As for killing yourself to get even with your tormentors.....
If you do, the people that told you to do it WONT FEEL BAD AT ALL because they are already bad people. If anything you will be givign them MORE power. Those azzholes will think that they are so important that they determine who lives and who dies! Do you really want to give them THAT much power.
NOt that you are not going thru anything but think of yoru stuggles in terms of GHANDI
or in terms of what Jesus went thru (if you are religious) or (its black history month so what the hell) Think about the girl from the infamous BROWN vs. the board of education.....That little girl managed to GRADUATE from school where it went beyond kids not liking her, they made her feel as if she was an animal. Parents took their kids out of school so that they wouldnt have to sit next to the black girl! They ADULTS spit on this child and crosses were burned in her front lawn.
THIS LITTLE GIRL GRADUATED from that school and went on to college (graduated from there too)
Saw her on tv. She thanked her tourementers (sp)....said it made her a stronger person.
If you kill yourself, you would be selling the world short. If she can do it against those odds, dont you think you can to.
WHAT IF your purpose in life was to reach out and share your story with some other teenager who feels alone.
If you went to school to be a social worker, you could make it your mission (with passion and conviction that only comes from LIVING this) to make sure that an experience like yours does NOT happen to anyone else.
YOu do that and every second of the hell you are in RIGHT NOW will be worth it.
If you cant live for yourself right now, live for the people that you are going to help.
Hell live for me.
I was having a bad day and I feel better already if my words have kept YOU from killilng yourself tonight.
Maybe it will work maybe it wont but if you had died, I would not have gotten the chance to tell you how your story has touched me in a way that will make me more compassionate to a friend that I was just going to write to yahoo answers and ask how to 'dump'.
SO your words (for me) have NOT been in vain.
Not that I know your pain, but I can see how some of my actions might have caused someone else a great deal of pain and that was not my intention.
Can you examine the changes that you need to make in your life.
is there a homeless family that could use your assistance.
Is there a cause that you could join where you are with like minded people who share a common goal.
You can do it.
6 months is NOTHING in terms of what is going on. YOu are in the home stretch now.
All the hell that you have been thru thus far, you can do 6 months with your head in the gilotine (sp) ~ see I need to go back to school too, I can't spell for shyt! Anywhoo, Hang in there. Several people who you have not met are counting on you to do just that!
2007-02-02 23:13:53 · answer #4 · answered by kissmymiddlefinger 5 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Write a life story book.......like a journal and when your older publish it and you will make a billion dollars and everyone will regret not being your friend and guys will regret not going out with you...........and im serious about this.
2007-02-02 22:42:45 · answer #5 · answered by Anonymous · 1⤊ 0⤋
Write a book.
2007-02-02 22:39:09 · answer #6 · answered by DESTINY 4 · 2⤊ 1⤋
wheres part 3? email me
2007-02-02 22:52:34 · answer #7 · answered by chaosshade16 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋