How can I control my alcohol problem?

Question

Everyone needs a second chance, esp. if they apologized for any rude statements that were largely the result of drinking and weren't meant towards anything

Answer 1

I just wanted to see if this type of insight could help others who are suffering?

As my feet slap down against the cold wet pavement, and my face drips rain from the storm, an unrelenting need to drink pushes me further. Exact final destination appears unknown , but it's inevitable that the evil inside will again return me to the source of my nightmare. No control, no will of my own, no power had I found that might evict this hell that had infected my body and mind. Self-identity, and all that was once me, had been buried under countless layers of drunkenness, so deep, that any calls for help were merely an echo inside my head.
This living liquid curse, cunning and without conscience, had been absorbed into a body which at one time eagerly welcomed it's unyielding influence. But now, as the onslaught of alcohol turned viciously against the world around me, it was only I being held responsible for it's drunken destruction carried out during my imprisonment.
Those intense fear ridden mornings, when I awoke to find yet another nightmare of alcohol's creation, devilishly constructed from it's own personality the night before. Whether it was the sight of dried blood crusted over both hands, or the unfamiliar surroundings of a place where I shouldn't have been, alcohol knew how to render me frozen with crippling insecurity. Too frightened to reason out a healthy answer as to what was happening to me, a deliberate terror of conscience always reached out and tightly gripped my soul. This devil, disguised and hidden behind my own recently drunken face, knew exactly where I'd run to for help. This was much more then an accident through drink. Alcohol's intent was to survive at all costs, to live and breath it's own existence using me as it's host of choice.
But, now, unaware of this developing transformation, all I wanted to do was calm the terror inside my head. There would be only one place, one exit, one chance to escape into a feeling of normality. Alcohol left nothing to chance, and as it waited patiently for me to return a bottle to my lips, I could almost hear a deep sullen laughter quicken my mobility. I desperately needed to lock myself away into the only security I knew, and to experience that precious freedom, I once again had to ingest my enslaver.
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Answer 2

Go work the A.A. program. You celebrity types have these resources. In fact I'm sure if you are Mel Gibson you have been to a meeting or two before.Eventually you will come to the 9th step and you will want to make amends for your diseased behavior. When you work these steps and really live the lifestyle of an active member of A.A. your life will improve greatly.
This has been the only program that has worked for me and I thank God every day for another chance to live sober. Spend time with your higher power every morning. Maybe start by saying something like "Hello God (whatever you choose to call it), it's me Mel. I'm checking in! Please help me to stay sober today." And at the end of the day when you have not picked up a drink remember to say thank you.

Answer 3

Well, Mel--Some people never forget, no matter what you do. Some people think that what's really on your mind comes out when you become intoxicated.

Me, I don't agree. I think that statements made while drunk should be completely excused. What's said in a drunker stupor should be disregarded, forgiven, and made to disappear.
We don't mean anything we say when drinking, right?

Have a good night, hope that it all gets out of the spotlight soon.

Answer 4

Love Thy Neighbor.

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Answer 5

Just drink lightly like I do. I used to drink a lot on the weekend and most cases it's cuz I'm frustrated with life. So I think you need to analyze why you're having the craving for drinking. Let's talk it over a beer with me. I'm a fan of yours, especially Brave Heart. Anyway, contact me and let's be friends. Oh by the way, can you invite me to the Playboy Mansion party. I always wanted to go there once before I die. Thanks.

Answer 6

Dude are your seriously Mel? I don't think so. But if you are stop apologizing and blaming the booze. If you hate Jews you hate Jews its your prerogative, it's a free country personally I don't know any to hate. If you have a problem with alcohol check yourself into rehab, you can afford it.

Answer 7

you have out lived the people you drink with if you say what u have so move on to what group emanates your desires to change and have a mentor equal to your space

Answer 8

Oh, ya, thats that one guy that said something about someone, didnt realize that.


to quit drinking, either get saved and stop instantly, or make a plan and graduly drink less and less.

Answer 9

Your alcohol problem can be forgiven since you have a Passion for the Christ.

Answer 10

For starters, don't blame the Jews I think you have bigger fish to fry.